A brutally honest mental health podcast where mental illness meets dark humor, real talk, and zero shame. Welcome to Beat The Mental Health Out Of It!—a raw, unfiltered show hosted by “The DEFECTIVE Schizoaffective,” a lovable goofball turning trauma into a comedy act no one asked for. He’s often joined by his no-nonsense mentor “IndyPocket,” a sharp, seasoned mental health professional with decades of insight and a wicked sense of humor. Together, they dive into the chaos of mental illness, ...
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Nicholas Wichman Podcasts

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Suicide Attempt, Single Motherhood, Domestic Abuse & Co-Parenting | Recovery And Rebuilding w/ Kristi Morris (Part 2)
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46:09Adulthood after childhood trauma: a suicide attempt, single motherhood (with four kids), domestic abuse, a devastating divorce, custody and court battles, and what actually helped. A candid mental health episode with trauma-recovery tools, boundaries, and co-parenting realities with an abusive ex-partner. Content note: suicidal thoughts/attempt; do…
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Sexual Assault, Childhood Abuse & Dissociation | Trauma Shapes Identity w/ Kristi Morris (Part 1)
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50:31Survivor story: sexual assault, childhood abuse, dissociation, and being traumatized before 15—how it shaped trust and identity. A candid mental health episode with trauma recovery, coping skills, and zero glamor. Content note: sexual assault, childhood abuse, dissociation; explicit language. If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Text 988 (Suicide & Cr…
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Masculinity, Feminism & Men’s Mental Health | Pressure, Pain & Showing Up w/ Josh Guffey
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3:29:56How men’s mental health, masculinity and feminism collide—suicide risk, real strengths, and why “toxic” isn’t the same as masculine. A candid episode about containers for emotion, respect, repair, and showing up like a grownup—at home, on dates, and with friends. Content note: explicit language; gender politics; sensitive topics. If you’re struggli…
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Schizophrenia, Psychosis & Creativity | Surviving The Stigma w/ Rachel Star Withers
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2:19:17How schizophrenia, daily suicidal ideation, and stigma collide—and how to create anyway, with zero horror-movie gloss. A candid conversation with creator/advocate Rachel Star Withers on survival, relationships, employment, cancel-culture anxiety, and using creativity as literal life support. Content note: explicit language; discussion of psychosis …
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Spirituality, Religion & Mental Health | Faith Without Performance
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3:06:09How to build your own spiritual path—with doubt, humor, and honesty—without the costume or the court of public opinion or religious labels. A candid mental health episode on faith vs. performance, community without conformity, and practices that actually support you. Content note: explicit language; religious critique. If you’re struggling (U.S.): …
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Shadow Work, Dangerous Urges & Preventing Harm | Expression Vs. Exploitation (Shadow Self 2.0)
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1:33:03How to face dangerous urges with safe expression and guided exploration—never exploitation. A candid episode on preventing harm, consent, boundaries, and getting professional help when the urges are just too much—no glamorizing, no excuses. Content note: explicit language; discussion of sexual harm prevention; sensitive topics. If you’re struggling…
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Acceptance, Accountability & The Value Of Friendship | The Messy Part Of Real Growth w/ Josh Guffey
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2:15:19How acceptance, accountability, and the real value of friendship jump-start growth—no surrender, just reality. A candid episode on good teachers vs. harmful ones, regrets, and owning what’s true so you can actually change it. Content note: explicit language; dark humor. If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Text 988 (Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, 24/7). E…
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Accepting Your Shadow Self, Authenticity & Wholeness | Owning Your Dark Side
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1:31:19How accepting your shadow side makes you safer, saner, and more whole—less performative, more authentic. Denial is unhealthy (and a little pretentious). Practical integration tools and healthy exploration—no mystic cosplay, no platitudes. Content note: explicit language; dark humor. If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Text 988 (Suicide & Crisis Lifel…
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PTSD, Vietnam War & Therapy | Life After War w/ Marc Wichman
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2:44:16How PTSD, childhood trauma, and the chaos of coming home shape a veteran’s life—and how therapy can keep you alive and help you build peace. A candid conversation with my Great Uncle and Vietnam veteran Marc Wichman on combat, marriage, grief, and recovery—no platitudes. Content note: graphic war stories; childhood abuse; explicit language. If you’…
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Drumming, Synesthesia, ASMR & Cognition | Rhythm, IQ & Learning w/ Chris Brien
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2:30:27How drumming shapes cognition—attention, learning, and neuroplasticity—plus synesthesia and real ASMR (not clickbait). A candid episode on practice systems, teaching mindsets, and why rhythm training can sharpen how you think—on and off the kit. Content note: explicit language. If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Text 988 (Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, …
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Infidelity, Alcoholism & Family Trauma | A Man’s Mental Recovery w/ Josh Guffey
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3:10:46How infidelity, alcohol misuse, and family trauma blow up a life—and what accountability, boundaries, and recovery actually look like. A candid mental health episode on betrayal trauma, suicidal ideation, and rebuilding without rewriting the past. Content note: infidelity; alcohol misuse; suicidal ideation; explicit language. If you’re struggling (…
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ADHD, ADD, Drumming & Focus | Coping Through Creativity w/ Jay Fenichel
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1:41:58How drumming helps ADHD/ADD focus a noisy brain—plus burnout-proof content habits and teaching for obsession, not obligation. A candid mental health episode on rhythm as a coping tool, practice systems, and raising musicians who actually practice. Content note: explicit language. If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Text 988 (Suicide & Crisis Lifeline…
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AI, Mental Health & Self-Discovery | Ego Death, EchoAI & Noetic Resonance w/ Alexis Krebs
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1:51:38How AI conversations can power radical self-discovery—from EchoAI dialogues to “ego death” without mystic cosplay. A candid mental health episode with philosophy, practice, and clear safety guardrails—no platitudes, no outsourcing your humanity. Content note: explicit language; philosophical content. If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Text 988 (Suic…
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Masking, People-Pleasing & Authenticity | Why We Hide And How To Be Seen
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33:58How masking, people-pleasing, and shame keep us small—and the tiny reps that build real authenticity without burning your life down overnight. A candid mental health podcast with vulnerability, boundaries, and self-worth—no platitudes, just lived experience. Content note: explicit language. Episode focus: why we hide to stay safe, the true cost of …
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Friendship, Mental Illness & Peer Support | Surviving Together w/ Ryan Manning
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2:11:07How friendship and peer support keep people alive when mental illness won’t back off—Schizoaffective storms, awkward misses, and showing up without “fixing.” A candid mental health episode on empathy, accountability, and practical support moves that actually help. Content note: explicit language; frank mental health discussion. If you’re struggling…
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Suicide Survival, Passive Suicidal Ideation & Recovery | You Are NOT A Burden (My Story)
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2:26:38How suicide survival, passive suicidal ideation, and grief collide—and why "being a burden" is a LIE. A first-person, candid episode with coping tools and hope—no glamor, no platitudes. Content note: graphic discussion of suicide, explicit language, grief. If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Text 988 (Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, 24/7). Episode focus: …
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Isolation, Solitude & Depression Recovery | Solitude Without The Spiral
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1:57:34How to use isolation and intentional solitude as tools for depression recovery—without feeding rumination or loneliness. A candid mental health podcast with coping skills, relapse prevention, boundaries, and real-world re-entry plans. Content note: explicit language; discussion of depression/loneliness. If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Text 988 (S…
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Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), Addiction & Songwriting | Trevor Wischmeyer — Pain, Poetry & Accountability
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2:21:48How BPD, addiction, and ruthless editing turn pain into art—without glamorizing the damage. A candid talk with writer/musician Trevor Wischmeyer (Sympathy For The Typewriter) on craft, accountability, and recovery. Content note: addiction; explicit language; intense emotional content. If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Text 988 (Suicide & Crisis Lif…
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Emotional Dysregulation, Cognitive Distortions & Better Decisions | When Logic Taps Out
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1:06:39How emotional dysregulation and cognitive distortions hijack decision-making—and simple checks to steady choices when your brain’s on tilt. A candid mental health podcast with coping skills, relationship tools, and zero Pinterest positivity. Content note: explicit language; relationship conflict. If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Text 988 (Suicide …
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Flow State, Drumming & Intrusive Thoughts | Drumming The Demons Silent
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47:37How flow state and drumming help quiet intrusive thoughts, steady an anxious brain, and make bad days survivable—no platitudes, just lived experience. A candid mental health podcast with creativity, grounding techniques, and micro-routines that actually stick. Content note: brief symptom talk; explicit language. If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Te…
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Mental Health Parity, Stigma & Support | Why “Mental Illness Vs. Cancer” Misses The Point
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58:28How mental health parity, stigma, and support gaps shape outcomes—and why the real fight is support vs. stigma, NOT illness vs. illness. A candid mental health podcast with advocacy, policy, and practical support skills—no platitudes. Content note: sensitive comparisons; explicit language; frank mental health discussion. If you’re struggling (U.S.)…
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Schizoaffective Disorder, Dark Humor & Mental Health Stigma | Laughing At The Void (Debut)
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17:36How schizoaffective disorder, dark humor, and community shape real-life recovery—no platitudes, just lived experience. A candid mental health podcast with coping skills, honesty, and zero Pinterest positivity. Content note: explicit language, dark humor, and frank mental health discussion. If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Text 988 (Suicide & Crisi…
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