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I decided not to patch in the in-the-moment catching of IT (describe IT/suicide)

I FROZE, but a friend was present & recorded it & then we caught it---the suicide.

Then I got it out.

In a moment of ptsd uprising... you'll body will feel different & it's acute so FAST, no SLOW TRANSITION (now this is important) I wrote. A review. It got a response. Now, the next question is, "What do you understand? What do you not?" because the opportunity to explain it one time is all that's necessary to be grateful for the (a) curiosity (b) interest & (c) [hopefully] care, NOT "OHHH, THIS IS AN EASY TARGET!"

It's a primal scream & instead of sharing that (if you've heard it I don't think it's that different from anyone) then you know what's on the INSIDE now on the OUTSIDE.

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I decided not to patch in the in-the-moment catching of IT (describe IT/suicide)

I FROZE, but a friend was present & recorded it & then we caught it---the suicide.

Then I got it out.

In a moment of ptsd uprising... you'll body will feel different & it's acute so FAST, no SLOW TRANSITION (now this is important) I wrote. A review. It got a response. Now, the next question is, "What do you understand? What do you not?" because the opportunity to explain it one time is all that's necessary to be grateful for the (a) curiosity (b) interest & (c) [hopefully] care, NOT "OHHH, THIS IS AN EASY TARGET!"

It's a primal scream & instead of sharing that (if you've heard it I don't think it's that different from anyone) then you know what's on the INSIDE now on the OUTSIDE.

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