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There were two "get it out" (STEP ONE) and a reflection later, but I didn't upload.
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No need to since going back to "PRIVATE." THANK GOODNESS.
I will just reread the descriptions since I wrote it enough times to remind self to simply read it & then reorganize, but it really starts with stoop-it (as in, "what do you want to do tonight?" "let's stoop-it" which is kind of just a continuation of HS, but with the added bonus of safety amongst neighbors) & then "stoop life." One in Bucktown and one in Wicker Park so did I truly feel like I was reLIVING something & the universe was trying to tell me something? YES.
The worst is not being able to trust people after assaults or an experience or hearing from s/v/p (survivor/victim/patients) who are mostly women talk about giving up on true love, safety with men & fear of being alone because of any people. Since that seems to be the strategy. ReTrigger people using fear, I reject it & made sure to be kind to all, but also aware of WHO ARE THE SCARIEST? the board of directors (past) & The Building Group (past) and finally, [white] men in tech. Why white? Oh right, that DO NOT QUESTION thing explained by a white man in tech.
Are we ptsdONe yet?
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