This week's episode of The Confusion Experiment podcast features the last two chapters of the audiobook before the 100 day experiment begins. Chapter six, "F**K Clarity" is the story of the dam's wall cracking and breaking as the water it has held back comes rushing forward. Here the wall represents my beliefs and distorted mental filters and the water represents my heart. Chapter six also reveals the agreement I make to Kyle Cease for what would become "The Confusion Experiment." I truly had no idea what I was saying yes to but knew I had to leave that weekend with something.

Chapter seven, "And So It Begins" tells the story of that tender experience we feel anytime we leave a weekend like this one in which we go deep for the purpose of self-growth and transformation. Leaving Sacha, getting on that plane to fly home to Alaska, the deep depression I felt from my sincere disappointment in what happened and what didn't that weekend is all offered to you with raw honestly as I embark on a 100 day committment of self-love. I truly could not even begin to imagine the life changing experience awaiting me.

All we know is that the catepillar consumes itself as an offering to what it is yet to become but no one said it was easy. Enjoy.