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E63 -Tragic Magic with Regan Caruthers
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What if the scariest moments of your life were actually your training ground for love? We welcome author and guide Regan Caruthers to share the raw arc behind her memoir, Tragic Magic: a childhood steeped in meditation and mysticism, a nine-year-old’s choice to shut down her gifts, and a 27-year awakening that turned terror into courage and survival into service. One phone call of unconditional love to a violent stepfather catalyzes a decades-long transformation—and offers a living case study in how forgiveness cuts ties without excusing harm.
Regan lays out a clear, repeatable process for healing the mother wound: map your developmental stages, get radically honest, and re-parent each age with the felt frequency of love. Discipline matters here—daily meditation, heart-focused breathing, and gratitude as sensation (not lists) reorganize the nervous system and lift your resonance. Expect science-backed coherence, practical tools, and no fluff.
Faith gets a compassionate reframing. Regan doesn’t identify as Christian, yet her devotion to Jesus (Yeshua) is deep and studied. We separate Jesus’ teachings from later doctrines, explore Aramaic translations and Gnostic gospels, and anchor on a simple truth: “The kingdom of God is within you.” That through-line meets a modern miracle—an urgent inner directive leads Regan home, where top surgeons discover a congenital heart defect “incompatible with life.” Surgery succeeds; recovery humbles; and on Palm Sunday, her sternum scar shifts into a cross. Even her lead surgeon has no medical explanation.
If you’re navigating midlife deconstruction, mother wounds, or the heavy static of our media age, this conversation offers a grounded path: less noise, more practice; less judgment, more coherence; less dogma, more direct love. Grab Tragic Magic, subscribe to Reagan’s Substack, and try the heart-breath practice we share.
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More than just a memoir, Tragic Magic is an intimate and raw account of Regan’s remarkable transformation from a corporate executive in Silicon Valley to a spiritual guide and healer.
Her journey, marked by immense childhood trauma and miraculous moments of divine intervention, ultimately led her to reclaim her life through spiritual discipline, faith, and inner strength.
Through her candid storytelling, Regan shares the life lessons that helped her embrace her divine gifts and reconnect with her true self. Tragic Magic is an inspiring testament to the resilience of the human spirit, offering readers insight into how to transform personal pain into purpose.
Buy Regan's Book: Tragic Magic
Find Regan on Substack & TikTok
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Chapters
1. Welcome, Trip to Egypt, Today’s Guest (00:00:00)
2. Reagan’s Backstory and Book Overview (00:00:49)
3. Childhood Gifts, School, and Inner Magic (00:03:19)
4. Shutting Down the Senses at Nine (00:06:01)
5. Corporate Life and the 27 Awakening (00:08:56)
6. Love, Symbols, and Transforming an Abuser (00:13:00)
7. Life After Awakening and Unity Roots (00:15:37)
8. Dark Night Training and Embodying Love (00:18:16)
9. Midlife, Discipline, and Daily Practice (00:22:13)
10. Healing the Mother Wound: A Process (00:25:05)
11. Jesus Without Dogma: What He Taught (00:29:26)
12. Aramaic, Gnostics, and The New New Testament (00:34:28)
13. The Cross Scar and Medical Miracle (00:38:02)
14. Heart Coherence, Gratitude Practice Demo (00:43:12)
15. Media Fasts, Frequency Tech, and Halo (00:47:32)
16. Coaching, Readiness, and Retreat Vision (00:51:22)
17. Practical Affirmations and Resources (00:54:48)
18. Community, Courage, and What’s Next (00:58:08)
19. Closing, How to Support, Disclaimer (01:01:49)
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