When We Die Talks begins with a single question asked to an anonymous caller: What do you think happens when we die? From there, the conversation unfolds in unexpected directions. Touching on belief, doubt, loss, and the search for meaning. These aren’t experts or public figures. They are everyday people opening up about the things most of us keep quiet. The result is raw, unpredictable, and deeply human. New anonymous calls every Wednesday. Want to share your story? Apply to be a caller at ...
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#26 - You Never See An OK Vampire—They’re All Sexy
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39:48This week’s anonymous call takes us in a direction I didn’t quite expect. My guest starts by admitting she isn’t sure she’ll ever die. Maybe she’s immortal. Maybe she’s destined to become a vampire. From there, the conversation winds through questions of heaven, purgatory, and what it might mean if there really were no end. It’s a mix of humor and …
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#25 – Surrender to Your Mortality (and Pass the Chicken)
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40:52In this anonymous call, our caller shares the story of losing her brother and what it meant to walk alongside him as both a sister and a death doula. From the surreal moments of him “dying three times” before it stuck, to jokes over morphine doses and freezer chicken, to the signs he promised would show up after he was gone, the conversation blends…
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#24 - I’m the Ghost That Haunts My Own House
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38:53In this anonymous call, our caller lost his wife in a sudden car accident. Just before they even made the first mortgage payment on their home. The timing was cruel, especially after years of saving and sacrificing for the life they planned to start “someday.” He describes himself as an optimistic nihilist. Someone who believes there’s nothing afte…
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#23 - We’re All Just Microbiome in the Gut of God
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46:05In this episode, we talk about the energy that connects us, the experiences that crack us open, and the quiet ways we start to make sense of death. The caller, a nurse and Reiki practitioner, shares how being in the room with people as they passed began to reshape everything she thought she knew. We talk about mystical experiences, dreams that feel…
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#22 - What If We Treated Mental Illness Like Cancer?
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42:07Content Note: This episode includes discussion of suicide and mental health struggles. If you or someone you know is struggling, you can call or text the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline at 988. Free, confidential support is available 24/7. ---------- In this episode, we talk about grief that lingers, the stigma around mental illness, and why comparing de…
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#21 - Raised Mormon, Tripping at Burning Man, and Everything Will Be OK
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43:24This anonymous caller doesn’t claim to know what happens when we die and he’s completely at peace with that. In this episode, we talk about what it means to live without answers but still find meaning. From a childhood shaped by death anxiety to a life enriched by spiritual study, psychedelics, and profound loss, he shares how grief transformed his…
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Introducing Season 2: What’s Changing and What Isn’t
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6:21Season 2 officially starts next week, but I wanted to take a minute to share a few thoughts before it does. In this short update, I talk about how the podcast has evolved, what’s shifting in Season 2, and what you can still expect from each episode moving forward. If you’ve been listening, thank you for being here. And if you’re just joining, I’m g…
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#20 – Brynna Fish (The Worldwide Soul Web and What Lives On)
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46:24Brynna Fish has spent much of her life exploring what it means to be a soul. What we’re made of, what we leave behind, and how we stay connected after we die. In this episode, she shares personal stories that helped shape her idea of the “Worldwide Soul Web”—a belief that our souls are composites, made up of pieces of those who came before us. From…
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#19 - Anonymous Calls (Carrying Loss and Finding Meaning)
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1:11:36Two anonymous callers, two very different life stories, but a shared thread of grief, reflection, and the search for meaning. In this episode, one caller opens up about a decade marked by intense, sudden losses, including the murder of a close cousin, the death of her fiancé, and a period of time spent living in her car. Through it all, she has wre…
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#18 - Maura McInerney-Rowley (Building Tools to Help Us Face Death)
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45:31Maura McInerney-Rowley has been part of When We Die Talks from the very beginning, encouraging Zach to turn the project into a podcast long before the first episode was released. In this conversation, she shares how early experiences with illness and loss shaped her, what she learned as a hospice director, and the moment that led her to create Hell…
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#17 - Anonymous Calls (Grief, Dreams, and the Stories We Carry)
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1:09:37In this episode, two anonymous callers share their perspectives on death, loss, and what might come after. While each conversation is distinct, both explore how personal experiences and beliefs shape our understanding of mortality. The first caller reflects on a series of traumatic events, including the sudden death of his mother. He discusses how …
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#16 - Elizabeth Fournier (The Green Reaper)
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41:34This week, I’m talking with Elizabeth Fournier, also known as The Green Reaper. Elizabeth runs a funeral home in Boring, Oregon and is one of the most well-known advocates for green and home-based burial in the country. She’s also the author of The Green Reaper: Memoirs of an Eco-Mortician, which tells the story of how she built a funeral home in a…
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#15 - Anonymous Calls (Two Paths from Catholic Roots)
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1:07:42In this episode of When We Die Talks, Zach shares two anonymous conversations sparked by one simple question: What do you believe happens when we die? Both callers were raised Catholic, but their paths have taken them in different directions. One has found comfort in the traditional ideas of judgment, heaven, and hell, while the other explores rein…
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In todays episode, I speak with pet death doula Ute Luppertz about the emotional journey of losing a beloved animal. Made more timely by a recent health scare with my 17-year-old dog Jackson, we discuss how we can prepare for a pet’s death, create meaningful rituals, and navigate the grief that often goes unspoken. Together, they explore: How pets …
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In Episode 13, Zach talks with poet and therapist Sara Rian, whose work beautifully captures the complex emotions surrounding grief and loss. Sara openly shares her experience following the suicide of her mom in 2018, discussing how writing poetry became an essential part of her healing process. Throughout the episode, Sara and Zach explore: The pr…
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#12 - Voicemails (Listener Messages, Part 2)
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26:54This episode is another all-voicemail edition, featuring deeply personal messages from listeners reflecting on one of life’s biggest questions: What happens when we die? The voicemail has always been a central part of When We Die Talks. It’s a space where people share their beliefs, fears, and hopes about death—whether they find comfort in the unkn…
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#11 - Chris Ancell (Talking Death with Dad)
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39:03In this special episode of When We Die Talks, Zach sits down with his father, Chris Ancell, for a conversation that’s both personal and profound. They’ve shared countless discussions over tequila, but this one focuses on something much deeper—the inevitability of death and how each of them approaches it differently. Chris reflects on the deaths tha…
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#10 - Zac Phillips (Growth Through Grief)
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50:12In this deeply personal episode of When We Die Talks, Zach Ancell sits down with Zac Phillips to discuss the profound and transformative journey of grief. Zac shares his intimate experiences following the loss of his father, including the deeply hands-on process of his father’s burial, the lessons learned from his dad’s beliefs about death, and how…
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In this bonus reflection episode, I revisit my conversation with Sarah Carter, exploring themes of gratitude, growth through loss, and how our experiences shape us. Sarah's openness about the profound losses in her life—losing both parents and navigating her husband's loss—offers a unique perspective on finding light even in the darkest moments. I …
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#9 - Sarah Carter (Finding Peace After Great Loss)
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41:58In Episode #9 of When We Die Talks, Sarah Carter joins the conversation to share her journey through profound personal loss. Sarah reflects on losing her mother to cancer at a young age and the unexpected death of her father during the COVID era. These experiences sparked a deep exploration of mortality, spirituality, and what it means to live a me…
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In this reflection episode, I revisit my conversation with Don Sires, who shared his powerful journey living with ALS and his perspective shaped by the Baha’i faith. I highlight some of the key takeaways, like Don’s analogy of life as the "womb of the spiritual world," and how his resilience in the face of immense challenges offers lessons for us a…
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#8 - Don Sires (Facing ALS and Mortality)
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1:03:24In this episode of When We Die Talks, I have an open and honest conversation with Don Sires about his experience with terminal diagnoses, including myelodysplastic syndrome and ALS. Don reflects on the impact these diagnoses have had on his perspective of life, death, and what happens after we die. We discuss his thoughts on how science and religio…
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#7 - Barbara Solomon (Nursing, Death, and Dignity)
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34:10In this episode, Zach Ancell sits down with Barbara Solomon, a former nurse turned death doula and Death Café facilitator, who brings a wealth of experience and wisdom from her years of working closely with death. Barbara shares how witnessing countless end-of-life moments shaped her understanding of loss and grief, as well as what death can teach …
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#6 - Derek Green (Living with Huntington's)
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36:18In this episode, Derek Green opens up about his personal journey with death, loss, and his search for meaning. Derek and many members of his family have been affected by Huntington's disease, a rare genetic neurological disorder that has profoundly shaped his understanding of mortality. We discuss how this diagnosis has influenced his perspective o…
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#5 - Voicemails (Listener Messages, Part 1)
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24:21In this unique episode of When We Die Talks, a compilation of listener voicemails explores deeply personal and thought-provoking perspectives on what happens when we die. From near-death experiences and the role of faith in facing mortality to reflections on love, energy, and the profound impact of loss, this collection offers a window into the div…
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#4 - Elizabeth Twardy (Losing a Father, Finding Strength)
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36:00In this episode, Zach Ancell sits down with Elizabeth Twardy, who shares her heartfelt experiences with death and loss, particularly in relation to her father's battle with cancer. Elizabeth recounts the profound moments leading up to his passing, discussing the complexities of grief and the emotional challenges of navigating life after loss. Toget…
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#3 - Ryan Williams (Buddhist Perspectives on Death)
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50:08In this episode, Zach Ancell is joined by Ryan, a thoughtful and reflective member of the local Buddhist community, for an insightful conversation about life, death, and the spiritual journey in between. Ryan shares his unique perspective on mortality, drawing from his personal experience transitioning from a Christian upbringing to practicing Budd…
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#2 - Annah Yevelenko (Living with Death in Mind)
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36:28In this episode, Zach Ancell sits down with his longtime friend, Annah Yevelenko, for a thought-provoking conversation about life, death, and the journey in between. Annah has been a major supporter of the project since its inception, and her insights have shaped much of the project. The two have known each other for over a decade, having originall…
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#1 - Zach Ancell (Facing My Fear of Death)
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13:57Date: October 2, 2024 Podcast: When We Die Talks Episode title and number: EP01 - Zach Ancell (Your Host) Brief summary of episode: In this introductory episode of When We Die Talks, host Zach Ancell opens up about his personal journey with death anxiety and why he created this podcast. Before diving into future interviews, Zach shares his story an…
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Date: September 24, 2024 Name of Podcast: When We Die Talks Episode Title and Number: Official Trailer Brief summary of episode: In this trailer for When We Die Talks, host Zach Ancell shares his personal journey with death anxiety and how it led him to create a space for open conversations about what happens when we die. Get a glimpse of what’s to…
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