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32 Episode - Grief, Betrayal, and Abuse: I now chose me

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Laurie Ellis didn’t start out “an addict.” She was a caring, capable woman whose toxic relationships left her anxious, numb, and convinced that her needs didn’t matter. What began as a way to quiet the pain—sneaking alcohol in vitamin water bottles, blacking out at work—spiraled into suicidal thoughts and a weeklong psychiatric hold. Traditional rehab got her 30 days dry, but nothing changed the why behind the drinking. Laurie met Robert Gene in a drug rehabilitation center in Hawaii, and tried Eutaptics/FasterEFT. In focused sessions (50–60 hours across 2013–2015), she directly addressed the memories and emotions that fueled the cravings. The “bottle test” that once spiked her urge to a 10 fell to a 4—and then to “no thanks.” By updating the memories, the charge disappeared, and so did the need to escape. Twelve years later, Laurie is alcohol free—and free in other ways, too. She rebuilt her self-respect and boundaries, maintains a healthy support circle, and uses simple tools when life gets tough: step away, walk, call a trusted person, reassess, and take care of her body and mind. Today, she’s a licensed clinical social worker at a federally qualified health center, launching her own practice, and caring for her family with clarity and strength. Laurie’s story shows that when you change the memory patterns driving the pain, you don’t have to fight the bottle—you outgrow it.
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Laurie Ellis didn’t start out “an addict.” She was a caring, capable woman whose toxic relationships left her anxious, numb, and convinced that her needs didn’t matter. What began as a way to quiet the pain—sneaking alcohol in vitamin water bottles, blacking out at work—spiraled into suicidal thoughts and a weeklong psychiatric hold. Traditional rehab got her 30 days dry, but nothing changed the why behind the drinking. Laurie met Robert Gene in a drug rehabilitation center in Hawaii, and tried Eutaptics/FasterEFT. In focused sessions (50–60 hours across 2013–2015), she directly addressed the memories and emotions that fueled the cravings. The “bottle test” that once spiked her urge to a 10 fell to a 4—and then to “no thanks.” By updating the memories, the charge disappeared, and so did the need to escape. Twelve years later, Laurie is alcohol free—and free in other ways, too. She rebuilt her self-respect and boundaries, maintains a healthy support circle, and uses simple tools when life gets tough: step away, walk, call a trusted person, reassess, and take care of her body and mind. Today, she’s a licensed clinical social worker at a federally qualified health center, launching her own practice, and caring for her family with clarity and strength. Laurie’s story shows that when you change the memory patterns driving the pain, you don’t have to fight the bottle—you outgrow it.
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