This is one of the most personal and honest episodes I’ve ever done. I take a step back and reflect on the darkest season of my life — the moment I almost ended it all — and why I’m grateful I didn’t.

This episode is about more than just my story. It’s about the pain we carry, the battles no one sees, and the choice to keep going when quitting feels like the only option.

If you’ve ever felt like giving up, I want you to hear this: your story isn’t done. You are not alone.

September is Suicide Prevention Awareness Month, and this is one of the most personal episodes I’ve ever recorded.

In this remastered episode, I reflect on the darkest season of my life — the moment I almost ended it all — and why I’m grateful I didn’t. This conversation is for every Marine, veteran, and anyone out there who’s ever felt like they couldn’t keep going.

Your story isn’t done. You still have time to rewrite the ending. You still have a purpose.

If you or someone you know is struggling, please reach out:

• 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline – Dial 988 (24/7, confidential)

• Veterans Crisis Line – Dial 988, then press 1 (or text 838255)

• Wounded Warrior Project Resource Center – 888-997-2586

• National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI) HelpLine – 1-800-950-NAMI

Check on your people — not just this month, but every day. Sometimes just one conversation can save a life.

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