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Singing After Silence: How Markus Found His Voice (Again)
Manage episode 520069491 series 3589118
At three years old, Markus dragged a chair onto a “stage” and started speaking. He never forgot who he was—until a traumatic moment at nine and a half led him to “wall in” his soul and lose his speaking voice. In this intimate conversation, Markus Neukom (Steward of the Stillness Council) shares how stillness became his compass, why suffering trained him to hold others through transformation, and how song carried his truth when words could not. We explore agency after trauma, choosing joy without bypassing darkness, and the lifelong path of remembering the original blueprint of who we came here to be. If you’ve ever felt silenced—and sensed your soul waiting in the wings—this one’s for you.
TAKEAWAYS
1. Stillness is an active bridge between mind and heart—not absence of action.
2. Early resonance is real: some children arrive knowing their purpose and voice.
3. Trauma can mute speech, yet truth can find another channel (for Markus, singing).
4. Choosing agency (not blaming) is a powerful path to reclaiming voice.
5. “Walled-in” parts aren’t lost; the soul can stay present until it’s safe to lead again.
6. Darkness and joy are both teachers; wholeness means holding both.
7. Systems we’re meant to reform may first refuse to let us “succeed” inside them.
8. The soul work is remembering who we were before the world said who to be.
9. Cultivate stillness to hear soul-intelligence and act from it.
Take the Soul Sucker Quiz to learn which Soul Sucker screams the loudest in your mind so you can release them from being in charge and set your voice free!
https://voice-matters.com/soul-sucker-quiz/
Take the Speaker Alter Ego quiz to find out which protective mask hides your natural radiance so you can learn how to get present, connect deeply, and share your vision when it matters most!
https://voice-matters.com/speaker-alter-ego-quiz/
Thank you so much for listening!
Take the free Speaker Alter Ego Quiz to find out which protective mask is hiding your wild, untamed radiance.
https://voice-matters.com/speaker-alter-ego-quiz/
Follow me on:
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/voice_matters_llc/
Linkedin https://www.linkedin.com/in/lauri-smith-voice-matters/
Chapters
1. Singing After Silence: How Markus Found His Voice (Again) (00:00:00)
2. Age three: the armchair “stage” (00:01:40)
3. Speaking love: purpose & connectedness (00:03:50)
4. “I knew…until nine and a half”: the traumatic forgetting (00:05:20)
5. Speaking truth to power: dismantling and reforming the system (00:11:42)
6. Losing voice; finding truth through classical singing (00:13:12)
7. Agency and soul protection (00:17:54)
8. The church moment, walling in the soul, and a future return (00:20:06)
9. Two questions on a basement sofa and soul awakening in America (00:33:09)
10. Call me Sophia”: intuition, AI, and living “as if” the message is true (00:39:07)
11. The path of remembering (00:42:56)
12. Pivot Pivot Closing Questions (00:44:16)
59 episodes
Manage episode 520069491 series 3589118
At three years old, Markus dragged a chair onto a “stage” and started speaking. He never forgot who he was—until a traumatic moment at nine and a half led him to “wall in” his soul and lose his speaking voice. In this intimate conversation, Markus Neukom (Steward of the Stillness Council) shares how stillness became his compass, why suffering trained him to hold others through transformation, and how song carried his truth when words could not. We explore agency after trauma, choosing joy without bypassing darkness, and the lifelong path of remembering the original blueprint of who we came here to be. If you’ve ever felt silenced—and sensed your soul waiting in the wings—this one’s for you.
TAKEAWAYS
1. Stillness is an active bridge between mind and heart—not absence of action.
2. Early resonance is real: some children arrive knowing their purpose and voice.
3. Trauma can mute speech, yet truth can find another channel (for Markus, singing).
4. Choosing agency (not blaming) is a powerful path to reclaiming voice.
5. “Walled-in” parts aren’t lost; the soul can stay present until it’s safe to lead again.
6. Darkness and joy are both teachers; wholeness means holding both.
7. Systems we’re meant to reform may first refuse to let us “succeed” inside them.
8. The soul work is remembering who we were before the world said who to be.
9. Cultivate stillness to hear soul-intelligence and act from it.
Take the Soul Sucker Quiz to learn which Soul Sucker screams the loudest in your mind so you can release them from being in charge and set your voice free!
https://voice-matters.com/soul-sucker-quiz/
Take the Speaker Alter Ego quiz to find out which protective mask hides your natural radiance so you can learn how to get present, connect deeply, and share your vision when it matters most!
https://voice-matters.com/speaker-alter-ego-quiz/
Thank you so much for listening!
Take the free Speaker Alter Ego Quiz to find out which protective mask is hiding your wild, untamed radiance.
https://voice-matters.com/speaker-alter-ego-quiz/
Follow me on:
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/voice_matters_llc/
Linkedin https://www.linkedin.com/in/lauri-smith-voice-matters/
Chapters
1. Singing After Silence: How Markus Found His Voice (Again) (00:00:00)
2. Age three: the armchair “stage” (00:01:40)
3. Speaking love: purpose & connectedness (00:03:50)
4. “I knew…until nine and a half”: the traumatic forgetting (00:05:20)
5. Speaking truth to power: dismantling and reforming the system (00:11:42)
6. Losing voice; finding truth through classical singing (00:13:12)
7. Agency and soul protection (00:17:54)
8. The church moment, walling in the soul, and a future return (00:20:06)
9. Two questions on a basement sofa and soul awakening in America (00:33:09)
10. Call me Sophia”: intuition, AI, and living “as if” the message is true (00:39:07)
11. The path of remembering (00:42:56)
12. Pivot Pivot Closing Questions (00:44:16)
59 episodes
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