You Ever Catch Yourself Saying “I Wish I Had…”?

That feeling—of wanting more, of feeling like what you have isn’t enough—it’s sneaky. And according to Chaplain Heidi Woldhuis at Outreach 419, it’s also deadly to your joy, your relationships, and your walk with God.

In this message, Craving More: The Secret Life of Envy, Heidi peels back the layers on the 10th Commandment (“Do not covet”) and lays bare how comparison poisons our contentment—especially in recovery.

“If you're dissatisfied with your life, who you're truly dissatisfied with… is God.”
“When we focus on what we don’t have, we miss what God is already doing.”

From grieving lost time and relationships to longing for normalcy, this message speaks straight to the struggle—and offers a new lens through gratitude and trust in God.

🔁 Ready to check your heart?
▶️ Watch now and leave a comment:
What are some things you’ve envied that you’ve now learned to be thankful for?
How do you handle moments of discontent without falling into the trap of comparison?
What’s one area of your life where you can practice gratitude today?

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00:00 Opening Prayer and Reflection 01:41 Introduction to the Final Commandment 03:04 Exploring the Commandment on Coveting 06:03 Personal Reflections on Envy and Jealousy 08:24 Struggles and Comparisons in Recovery 11:04 The Challenge of Contentment 14:44 Material and Relational Dissatisfaction 28:00 Trusting God's Plan Amidst Loss 29:54 Finding Contentment in God 31:28 Trusting God Through Hard Times 32:24 The Struggle with Envy and Coveting 33:04 The Consequences of the Fall 33:42 Surrendering to God's Plan 36:46 The Importance of Selflessness in Relationships 38:33 Financial Struggles and Trusting God 42:58 Reflecting on the Ten Commandments 49:51 Aligning Our Hearts with God's 01:01:04 Living Like Jesus