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Finding God In The Void, Manifesting Overdose
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In this episode of My Sober Addiction, we are going for a little ride. During a relapse, I had a really bad overdose and found myself face to face with nothing, and everything at the same time. One of the many things addiction taught me was that all the religious programming I had received did not match up to what I experienced. I had been living sober for 16 days and the withdrawal symptoms were brutal. I came into some money and, as most addicts do, I talked myself into buying some heroin. Of course, it wasn’t really a relapse, right? I still intended to ride it out, kick my drug addiction and get sober once and for all…after this once. Once is all it takes! I overdosed and found myself in what I later learned to describe as the Quantum Field, where God creates from.
At that point in my addiction, I knew how to get sober but had no clue how to actually stay sober. That’s where treatment and rehab come into the equation. Even after that profound spiritual experience, I still didn’t find a life in sobriety, but it did plant a seed in me that then sprouted after I did. This is the story and what I learned.
Please rate and review this podcast wherever you listen to podcasts. If you have any show topic or guest ideas, I would love to hear them!
Much love and respect!
Visit the MSA website at https://MySoberAddiction.com
Follow me on X https://x.com/@MattStevensMSA
Check out my YouTube channel https://youtube.com/MattStevensMSA
Join the WhatsApp group! https://chat.whatsapp.com/GqNlxLA7WPVGHnZjzgGjTA
62 episodes
Manage episode 489165613 series 3449389
Something on your mind? Send Matt a text here!
In this episode of My Sober Addiction, we are going for a little ride. During a relapse, I had a really bad overdose and found myself face to face with nothing, and everything at the same time. One of the many things addiction taught me was that all the religious programming I had received did not match up to what I experienced. I had been living sober for 16 days and the withdrawal symptoms were brutal. I came into some money and, as most addicts do, I talked myself into buying some heroin. Of course, it wasn’t really a relapse, right? I still intended to ride it out, kick my drug addiction and get sober once and for all…after this once. Once is all it takes! I overdosed and found myself in what I later learned to describe as the Quantum Field, where God creates from.
At that point in my addiction, I knew how to get sober but had no clue how to actually stay sober. That’s where treatment and rehab come into the equation. Even after that profound spiritual experience, I still didn’t find a life in sobriety, but it did plant a seed in me that then sprouted after I did. This is the story and what I learned.
Please rate and review this podcast wherever you listen to podcasts. If you have any show topic or guest ideas, I would love to hear them!
Much love and respect!
Visit the MSA website at https://MySoberAddiction.com
Follow me on X https://x.com/@MattStevensMSA
Check out my YouTube channel https://youtube.com/MattStevensMSA
Join the WhatsApp group! https://chat.whatsapp.com/GqNlxLA7WPVGHnZjzgGjTA
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