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When You Learn a Lesson the Hard Way
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Whew, we made it to April. March was an incredibly busy month for me. I was out of town March 14-17 for a conference called Alt Summit, and then again March 22-30 for another conference called AWP. Even before leaving for both those trips I was asking myself the question: was that the best decision? To commit to going to two conferences back-to-back?
Last year when AWP was in Kansas City, I was one year post-relapse and new treatments but still had a lot of lingering symptoms. So instead of attending the entire conference for 3 days, I stayed just 2 nights and my priority for being there was the off-site reading event that I have been hosting for 9 years now with three other nonfiction publications.
In this episode:
- how it was such a relief to still attend the conference in a way that works for me
- why I was in no condition to travel and had to skip the AWP conference in 2023
- when we don't have the capacity, bandwidth, energy to deal with, yes travel and logistics, but also our creative lives
- how I'm able to get my monthly medication infusions at home
- even getting my treatments at home, why the infusions in February and March went badly
- what I learned from two bad infusions in a row & why this was such an eye-opening experience
- how this lesson came up for me again when attending the Alt Summit conference
- the anxiety that came up for me around needed additional support to do the things that I used to be able to do on my own
- learning to be okay with the reality of being dependent
- how leaning into asking for help and accepting support directly impacts creative work
- how to cultivate self-awareness, advocate for the support you need, and have the conversations you need to have with people in your life
- if you have been learning lessons the hard way, what do you need to do to make change?
Links mentioned in this episode:
- Alt Summit: https://altitudesummit.com/
- AWP conference: https://awpwriter.org/
- follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jannamarlies
- follow Under the Gum Tree on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/undergumtree/
This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit moretothestorypodcast.substack.com
38 episodes
Manage episode 475756172 series 1402648
Whew, we made it to April. March was an incredibly busy month for me. I was out of town March 14-17 for a conference called Alt Summit, and then again March 22-30 for another conference called AWP. Even before leaving for both those trips I was asking myself the question: was that the best decision? To commit to going to two conferences back-to-back?
Last year when AWP was in Kansas City, I was one year post-relapse and new treatments but still had a lot of lingering symptoms. So instead of attending the entire conference for 3 days, I stayed just 2 nights and my priority for being there was the off-site reading event that I have been hosting for 9 years now with three other nonfiction publications.
In this episode:
- how it was such a relief to still attend the conference in a way that works for me
- why I was in no condition to travel and had to skip the AWP conference in 2023
- when we don't have the capacity, bandwidth, energy to deal with, yes travel and logistics, but also our creative lives
- how I'm able to get my monthly medication infusions at home
- even getting my treatments at home, why the infusions in February and March went badly
- what I learned from two bad infusions in a row & why this was such an eye-opening experience
- how this lesson came up for me again when attending the Alt Summit conference
- the anxiety that came up for me around needed additional support to do the things that I used to be able to do on my own
- learning to be okay with the reality of being dependent
- how leaning into asking for help and accepting support directly impacts creative work
- how to cultivate self-awareness, advocate for the support you need, and have the conversations you need to have with people in your life
- if you have been learning lessons the hard way, what do you need to do to make change?
Links mentioned in this episode:
- Alt Summit: https://altitudesummit.com/
- AWP conference: https://awpwriter.org/
- follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jannamarlies
- follow Under the Gum Tree on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/undergumtree/
This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit moretothestorypodcast.substack.com
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