From Beautiful Downtown Merrifield in the shadow of the Mosaic District, it’s the Reddy Kilowatt Hour, presented Thursdays at 9 pm ET on Radio Fairfax (Fairfax, Virginia) and on Saturdays at 8 pm CET on WBRS Belgium. Hosted by a washed-up college DJ that is demonically possessed by a discredited cartoon spokesman for the electric industry. Reddy J Kilowatt is your rock and roll servant, featuring alt-rock, progressive rock, soul, occasional punk rock, deep tracks, forgotten classics, and bra ...
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The Grace Filled Leader | Perimenopause, Mindset, Faith, Holistic Health, Emotional Intelligence, Balance Hormones, Fatigue, Brain Fog
Tanya Engesether | Functional Health Coach, Leadership Mentor, Christian Life Coach, Speaker
**Top 1.5% globally ranked podcast** for Women who want to Lead Well, Live Well, and Be Well. Are you a busy woman in leadership who feels pulled in a thousand directions? Do you wrestle with perfectionism, people-pleasing, and never feeling like you’re ”enough”—no matter how successful you are on paper? Are you longing for more time, more peace, and more energy to live and lead the way God intended? Sister, you are right where you need to be. I’m Tanya—wife, mom, healthcare leader, Christia ...
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You know the myths. You’ve seen the biopics. But if you’re the kind of music fan who craves the rest of the story—the stuff they buried or cleaned up for streaming and theaters—this is your podcast. DISGRACELAND is the award-winning show that reveals the deeply human, highly dramatic, true crime–fueled chaos behind legendary musicians like Amy Winehouse, Jerry Lee Lewis, Sean “Diddy” Combs, the Grateful Dead, Blondie, and more. While we dig into the dark side, we do so with reverence for the ...
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Pantera’s Dimebag Darrell: A Murderous Fan, Brotherly Love and Cowboys from Hell
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46:45Gunned down onstage by a delusional fan who thought his metal heroes had stolen lyrics from him, Dimebag Darrell Abbott blazed a savage new trail in hard rock during his short time on this earth. Weaned on Eddie Van Halen, Dimebag Darrell would wow the guitar gods he bowed down to as a teenager and gave metal a groove that the music had been lackin…
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Bonus Episode - Bad Men, Good Music, and the Developing D4VID Saga
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37:24This week in the After Party, takes a look at the latest true crime and music in the news. Plus, your voicemails, DMs, and emails on rock 'n' roll movies and lots of other subjects. Spooky season is just around the corner, and we've got an episode on Headley Grange, the haunted estate where Led Zeppelin created their greatest work. Jake wants to he…
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245. From Surviving to Abundant Living: The Next Chapter as God Expands the Mission
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11:21Get on the waitlist for Functional Health Coaching HERE. In this heartfelt episode, Tanya shares her personal journey from striving and burnout to discovering abundant living through God’s design for whole-person wellness. The Grace Filled Leader began with a mission to help women surrender their leadership and daily lives to the Lord — finding vic…
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Ol’ Dirty Bastard (Wu-Tang Clan Chapter 8): An Attempted Murder Rap, Bloodthirsty Rottweilers, and Self-Immolation
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37:48Ol’ Dirty Bastard once saved a four-year old girl who was trapped under a Ford Mustang. He took a limo with an MTV news crew to collect his welfare check. He was charged with attempted murder of an NYPD officer. Chased by bloodthirsty Rottweilers. Shot by men in ski masks. His fame led to an addiction to cocaine, and that addiction led to ten arres…
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Send us a text 9:00 PM | TTSSFU | Forever 9:04 PM | Kristen Ford | Whiplash 9:07 PM | Chartreuse | Fold 9:12 PM | Ghost Light | Don't Come Apart Just Yet, My Dear 9:18 PM | Big Bill | The Money Store 9:21 PM | The Human Expression | Every Night 9:26 PM | The Dollyrots | This Crush 9:30 PM | Gigi Marie | Miss Black Lagoon 9:34 PM | Girl Tones | Cher…
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Scott Weiland: Psych Wards, Demonic Forces, and a Kidnapping in Paris
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37:51Scott Weiland was sent to a psych ward when he was just 16 years old. Thirteen stints at rehab within the span of three years. In and out of two huge rock bands, Stone Temple Pilots and Velvet Revolver. On and off drugs. Addictions to heroin and cocaine that put him in harm’s way, not least of which were three muggers in Paris who abducted and trie…
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Bonus Episode - Rock 'n' Roll Movies, Music Headlines, and Buford Pusser
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39:05This week in the After Party, Jake is thinking about movies that have a rock 'n' roll attitude. Plus, your voicemails, DMs, and emails on what artists you couldn't stand, but now kind of like. Jake wants to know: What are your favorite rock 'n' roll movies? Share your thoughts at 617-906 6638, [email protected]…
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Introducing Simpsons Declassified with Nancy Cartwright
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3:19Simpsons fans —THE VAULT IS OPEN! I’m Nancy Cartwright, the voice of Bart Simpson for 35+ years, and I’m finally taking you inside Springfield. Simpsons Declassified is your all-access pass to the world’s most iconic, animated series. Each week, we crack open wild predictions, eerie coincidences and fan conspiracies and stories from 36 seasons (tha…
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244. From Anxiety to Hope: My Journey to Finally Feeling Happy ☺️
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10:34Get on the waitlist for Functional Health Coaching HERE. For decades, Tanya lived with crippling anxiety. From pushing through finals in college to showing up for her family and leading in healthcare, she wore a mask of strength while silently dreading each new day. In this deeply personal episode, Tanya opens up about the weight of living with anx…
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Jimmy Buffett: Escape Artist, Incorporated.
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37:32Key West drug traffickers, God’s Own Bad-Ass, flying bullets, and the billion-dollar business of escape. Jimmy Buffett wasn’t just the “Margaritaville Guy” – he was a hustler, a ham, and a near pirate who turned a hangover into an empire. For a full list of contributors, visit disgracelandpod.com To listen to Disgraceland ad free and get …
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Episode #235 - You're the One (9/11/25)
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1:00:00Send us a text 9:00 PM | Greta Van Fleet | You're the One 9:05 PM | The Untouchables | Wild Child 9:09 PM | sounds mint | Zombies 9:16 PM | Pete Droge | Fade Away Blue 9:20 PM | Ada Lea | baby blue frigidaire mini fridge 9:23 PM | Old Knife | Medevac 9:28 PM | The Lathums | Cobblestones 9:32 PM | The Molotovs | Today's Gonna Be Our Day 9:35 PM | Cr…
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The Rolling Stones Pt. 2: Swinging London, Stolen Jewels, the Mars Bar Myth, and Busted at Redlands
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38:45The Establishment strikes back in this second installment of the Rolling Stones time in Swinging London. UK pop star Donovan is busted, a precursor to the Stones Redlands bust. Mick Jagger is in jail looking at hard time. The tabloids and the coppers are in league to bring down the disruptive Rolling Stones while the myth of Keith Richards is born.…
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Rolling Stones Pt. 1: Swinging London, a Prison Break, East End Gangsters and the Anti-Beatles
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36:01London was swinging. Keith Richards was in jail. The Kray Twins were menacing about. Brian Jones was on too much LSD. Aristocrats were tripping over themselves to hang out with the Rolling Stones. England was smitten. The London Establishment was freaking out and the Stones’ manager wanted to know one thing: Would you let your daughter marry a Roll…
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Bonus Episode: Hanging with Hip Hop Stars, the VMAs, and the Return of the Biggest Band on the Planet
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35:15This week in the After Party, Jake contrasts the cultural irrelevancy of the MTV Video Music Awards with the triumphant return of Oasis to stadiums and the public consciousness. Plus, your voicemails, DMs, and emails, including a report from a listener who attended a recent Oasis concert. On Tuesday, we're bringing you a new episode on Jimmy Buffet…
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Light in the Darkness: Reflections on the Tragic Loss of Charlie Kirk💔
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5:09In today’s impromptu episode, I share my heart in response to the tragic assassination of Charlie Kirk. At just 31 years old, Charlie was a husband, father, son, and brother in Christ. He lived with conviction, courage, and deep faith, creating spaces for open dialogue and debate on college campuses. No matter our political views, this loss should …
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243. When Anxiety Runs Deep: Healing Beyond Pills Through Functional Health
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15:10Get on the waitlist for Functional Health Coaching HERE. Is anxiety really “all in your head”? Not exactly. In this deeply personal episode, Tanya shares her lifelong journey with anxiety — from childhood panic to decades on medication — and why, for the first time, she feels hopeful about a future beyond pills. You’ll learn the truth about the gut…
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50 Cent Pt. 2: Federal Raids, a Stabbing in the Studio, and a Dead Man’s Game
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38:19Curtis Jackson took his name from a stickup man – and then proceeded to play by that dead man’s rules. This episode traces the violent legacy of the original 50 Cent and the rise of 50 Cent the rapper through his feud with Ja Rule, the Lorenzo brothers, Kenneth “Supreme” McGriff, and Murder Inc. Records. This is about how Curtis Jackson a/k/a 50 Ce…
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We need zeal for evangelism. Everything done for the Lord has to be with zeal. If Jesus had zeal, you must have zeal. The zeal of his Father's house consumed him. In this lead class, Benjamin Suulola shares what you must understand about zeal for evangelism.
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50 Cent Pt. 1: Police Raids, Motorcycle Chases, and a Nine-Bullet Wake-up Call
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37:03Curtis “50 Cent” Jackson was dealing crack by the age of 10, born into the height of the epidemic in Queens. He faced possession charges while still in high school, made a career as a dealer after, got stung and raided by cops, but always had his mind on the mission: to get rich, or die trying. And when he found out he was going to be a father, the…
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Send us a text 9:00 PM | Culture Wars | It Hurts 9:04 PM | Dumptruck | Secrets 9:06 PM | Three Dog Night | Out In the Country 9:11 PM | The Reivers | Araby 9:14 PM | The Besnard Lakes | In Hollywood 9:18 PM | Hazel English | Baby Blue 9:25 PM | The Rave-Ups | Positively Lost Me 9:30 PM | Bruce Springsteen | Lonely Night In The Park 9:34 PM | The Re…
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Oasis Pt. 2: The Biggest Band on the Planet, Britop, Private Islands, A Drowning Rolls-Royce, Liam and Noel Off Their T*ts and at Each Other’s Throats
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36:54Oasis were the biggest band on the planet for a moment. They famously warred with Britpop rivals Blur, and the Brothers Gallagher feuded with each other in public and came to blows numerous times behind closed doors. The success of their massively popular second album skyrocketed the band to international fame and brought unwanted, intense pressure…
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Oasis Pt. 1: Hooliganism, Hedonism, Rock Star Anthems and the “Greatest Rock ‘N’ Roll Band on the Planet”
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36:17Few bands have come from as little and made as much of themselves as Oasis. Along the way they were wildly entertaining — unlike anything England or the United States had ever seen — and fully committed to the life of the rock star and to making the greatest rock ‘n’ roll music the world had ever heard. Through it all they famously fought, with fan…
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Bonus Episode: Mystery Recordings and Tortured Geniuses
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39:14This week in the After Party, Jake takes a closer look at the tales of mysterious rumored recordings from music history. Plus, your voicemails, DMs, and emails! On Tuesday, we're bringing you a new episode on 50 Cent, and Jake wants to know: Which hip hop artist (living or dead) would you most want to have a drink with?" Share your thoughts at 617-…
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242. When Your Thoughts Become Energy Vampires: Taking Every Thought Captive for Health and Peace
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15:43Get on the waitlist for Functional Health Coaching HERE. Do you ever feel like your thoughts are draining you more than the people around you? In this episode of the podcast, Tanya unpacks how our own minds can act like “energy vampires,” robbing us of peace, joy, and even physical health. Discover the connection between chronic stress, cortisol, a…
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Brian Wilson: Love and Mercy, Murder, Theft, and Manipulation
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46:32Brian Wilson was the quiet one. The genius in the bathrobe. The ghost at the piano bench. He wrote Pet Sounds, rewrote pop music history, and was nearly destroyed for it. This is the story of how mercy, murder, theft, and family fractured the mind behind the Beach Boys—and how Brian Wilson reclaimed his music, his story, and his soul. For a full li…
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The Beach Boys Pt. 2: Endless Bummer, Hollywood Paranoia, Onstage Fist Fights, Incest, and Cocaine
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42:42In the aftermath of the Manson Family murders, Hollywood was gripped with fear. Various investigations stitched together a deluded White Album-inspired explanation of the killing spree. But Dennis Wilson knew the truth—that he had made a terrible, irreversible mistake and that now, the sunny dream of the '60s was over. The nightmare it brought abou…
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The Beach Boys Pt. 1: Endless Summer, LSD, Orgies, Charles Manson and a Steve McQueen Man-Crush
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45:08In the summer of 1968, the Beach Boys’ drummer Dennis Wilson invited a hippie guru and his grungy harem to squat in his Pacific Palisades home. Dennis was the handsome California surfer that his brother Brian wrote all those hit songs about, while the hippie cult would soon be infamous the world over as the Manson Family. What happened when the Wil…
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Episode #233 - The Shape I'm In (8/28/25)
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1:00:00Send us a text 9:00 PM | The Band | The Shape I'm In 9:04 PM | Indigo De Souza | Be Like the Water 9:08 PM | Oasis | Shakermaker 9:15 PM | Radio Free Alice | Toyota Camry 9:18 PM | Wunderhorse | The Rope 9:21 PM | Automatic | Is It Now? 9:26 PM | Pynch | Post-Punk / New-Wave 9:29 PM | Wet World | taking without giving 9:32 PM | Red Elvises | Juliet…
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Gram Parsons: A Stolen Body, Heroin, More Rolling Stones and Cosmic American Music
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44:10Gram Parsons is one of the most influential musicians in rock ‘n’ roll that you’ve maybe never heard of. He created a form of music that has been copied by everyone from the Eagles to Ryan Adams. He directly influenced the Rolling Stones’ greatest album, possibly the greatest rock ‘n’ roll album of all time, Exile on Main Street. And when he died h…
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Bonus Episode: Compton, Conspiracies, and Mercy
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36:35This week in the After Party, Jake takes a look at the important musical history of Compton. Plus, your voicemails, DMs, and emails on subjects ranging from mercy to Lemmy to Frankie Goes to Hollywood(?). On Tuesday, we're bringing our episode on the late Brian Wilson, and Jake wants to know: Who is the best example from music history of a "torture…
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