Best NMUHAMODH Podcasts (2025)

A raw, unfiltered monologue by Namu Hamza exploring intense mental fluctuations, dissociative episodes with imagined companions, and mounting paranoia about police intrusion. He wrestles with patience, suicidal thoughts, conflicted feelings about faith and community, and explosive anger, delivering the episode as a stream-of-consciousness soliloquy…

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The Water Is Wide: Confessions, Chants & Chaos 51:50

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A raw, stream-of-consciousness episode blending repetitive Kanzayon chants with intense personal confessions, anger toward organized religion, and candid reflections on despair and identity. Through musical breaks and recurring motifs like "the water is wide" and "Boji Sawaka," the host alternates between defiant detachment and vulnerable yearning,…

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Shattered Illusions: When Love Disappears 5:38

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Namu Hamza delivers a raw, emotional episode about feeling abandoned and betrayed after realizing his belief that someone loved him was an illusion. He expresses deep hopelessness, confusion, and the trauma of losing hope in connection. The episode traces moments of destructive behavior, self-doubt, and a search for belonging as he grapples with th…

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Unfiltered: A Late-Night Monologue of Anger and Faith 17:56

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A raw, unfiltered monologue recorded late at night where the host vents about anger, isolation, and conflicted faith. He addresses addiction, fraught relationships, intrusive thoughts including self-harm ideation and violent fantasies, and struggles with identity and forgiveness. This brief, emotionally intense episode is an open, messy exploration…

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Raw Broadcast: Confessions from the Edge 24:11

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Host Namu Hamza delivers a raw, unfiltered monologue about overwhelming emotions, identity pain, and repeated psychiatric intervention. The episode alternates between anger, shame, faith, and a longing for justice, offering a candid look at mental health, vulnerability, and the search for meaning.By NMUHAMODH

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Post-Slam Confessions: Chasing Highs, Faith, and Forgiveness 14:43

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Host Namu Hamza delivers a raw, first-person monologue about addiction to "Tina," the PNP party scene, complicated desires, and a crisis of faith. He grapples with guilt, fear of hell, and the longing for a loving God while juggling work and relationships. Honest and unfiltered, this episode explores the messy intersections of substance use, sexual…

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Inherently Wrong: A Rant About Shame and Anger 5:13

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The speaker confesses feeling "inherently wrong," overwhelmed by anger and the cruelty of those who always seem to win. Language fails them as they try to describe intense moments of feeling and spiritual response. They wrestle with wanting to watch karma unfold while fearing both death and life, reference the Adhan, and express exhaustion, shame, …

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Post Slam Live: Laughs, Love & Light with Namu Hamza 0:36

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Join Namu Hamza on the Post Slam Network as he ditches the doom and gloom for a fun, heartfelt conversation about the little things that make us smile. He opens up about feeling overwhelmed by life and the dizzying intensity of falling in love, blending humor and honesty to lift your spirits.By NMUHAMODH

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When the Party Ends: Alone in the Aftermath 5:38

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Host Namu Hamza delivers an emotional, raw monologue about feeling abandoned, disillusioned, and overwhelmed by trauma. He describes believing he was loved, only to realize it was an illusion, and struggles with hopelessness and self-doubt. The episode captures a fragile moment of crisis—anger, confusion, and despair—after a night of destructive be…

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Slam Radio Relaunch: Confessions, Addiction & Recovery 20:08

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Namu Hamza relaunches Slam Radio with a candid episode about restarting his podcast, craving intellectual stimulation, and the overwhelm of endless choices. He opens up about recent hookups, substance use, being too trusting, and the fallout of contracting and managing herpes in difficult circumstances. Throughout the episode he reflects on persona…

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Confessions of a Slam Radio Addict 17:24

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It's your boy Namu Hamza — a raw, unfiltered solo episode where he grapples with addiction, sexuality, faith, and the messy process of starting anew. He mixes dark humor, candid confessions, and wandering reflections on identity, sobriety, and the cycles of life. Expect abrasive honesty, scattered thought, and a search for meaning amid chaos.…

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Slamming & Salvation: Raw Confessions on Post Slam Radio 10:55

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Host NMUHAMODH delivers a candid, raw monologue about addiction, shame, and the push-pull of PNP culture while balancing a demanding job and fragile relationships. She also wrestles with faith and the fear of divine judgment, longing for a loving God and hoping for change amid the chaos.By NMUHAMODH

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Post Slam Party: Joy in a Crazy World 0:36

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Join Namu Hamza on the Post Slam Network for a lighthearted episode where he focuses on things that make us smile amid a scary world. With playful banter and candid confessions about love and overwhelm, this short episode brings warmth, humor, and honest reflection.By NMUHAMODH

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I Was Made Wrong — Raw Confessions on Slam Radio 24:11

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Host NMUHAMODH delivers an unfiltered late-night monologue, using song and dance to process overwhelming emotions. He recounts experiences with Baker Acts and psych wards, struggles with identity and shame, and a fraught relationship with faith and hope. The episode moves between anger, vulnerability, and longing — for love, justice, and meaning — …

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Late-Night Confessions: Raw, Angry and Unfiltered 17:24

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Host NMUHAMODH records an impromptu, candid monologue, venting anger, insecurity, and frustration while touching on relationships, addiction, faith, violent fantasies, and suicidal thoughts — all recorded as a personal archive.By NMUHAMODH

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Late-Night Confessions in Tampa 12:51

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In a candid late-night monologue, the speaker reflects on methamphetamine use ("Tina"), the struggle to quit, and the conflict between partying and holding down a job. They thank a boss who gave them a chance, describe past chaotic years, and question whether addiction can override free will. Between calls for a Lyft and memories of risky encounter…

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I'm Inherently Wrong — Confessions from the Cobra Room 5:13

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A raw, furious monologue about feeling 'inherently wrong' while watching others win through shamelessness. The speaker struggles with intense anger, language limits, and spiritual moments that are hard to describe. They wrestle with fear of living and dying, a desire to witness karma, and the exhaustion of being trapped in a hostile world.…

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When Love Felt Like a Lie: A Raw Breakdown 2:45

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An emotional episode where the speaker grapples with intense hurt, feeling abandoned and betrayed after believing people loved and cared for them. They describe overwhelming hopelessness, self-doubt, and the fear of never finding connection. The episode explores the aftermath of that disillusionment—destructive behavior, mental anguish, and a plea …