A naturally reasonable mind with a passionate heart that wants to bring everyone together under the banner of Truth. So whether you hate God or love him, I'm trying to nudge you closer or at least get you some answers! From hating to understanding, from understanding to accepting, from accepting to loving, and so on, I'll go through the hardest (and easiest) topics because we deserve to know the truth from a safe space. My goal in being exhaustive, leaving no stone unturned and breaking it a ...
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In being raw and real, I hope that I can inspire you. Whether for you to remember your own story, whether to start a much needed internal conversation, or maybe to inspire hope and you can and will be transformed too. Last part of the whole Addiction thing... I'll tell you, all the work I put in helped tremendously but the reality is, this just mig…
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In being raw and real, I hope that I can inspire you. Whether for you to remember your own story, whether to start a much needed internal conversation, or maybe to inspire hope and you can and will be transformed too. Not sure that I was talking about for the first 7 minutes... BUT this is part two. I talk about Christian Hedonism, an idea that Joh…
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In being raw and real, I hope that I can inspire you. Whether for you to remember your own story, whether to start a much needed internal conversation, or maybe to inspire hope and you can and will be transformed too. I'm really just putting my business out there... A fight that is mostly overcome, I just have to be aware and mindful of anything th…
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In being raw and real, I hope that I can inspire you. Whether for you to remember your own story, whether to start a much needed internal conversation, or maybe to inspire hope and you can and will be transformed too. Continuing on, my sexuality was the deepest and hardest things to give to God. Thinking about how if I cruised down the path I had i…
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In being raw and real, I hope that I can inspire you. Whether for you to remember your own story, whether to start a much needed internal conversation, or maybe to inspire hope and you can and will be transformed too. Now it starts getting a little embarrassing... BUT I think it's worth it. What I went through and overcame, will be the close to the…
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In being raw and real, I hope that I can inspire you. Whether for you to remember your own story, whether to start a much needed internal conversation, or maybe to inspire hope and you can and will be transformed too. We continue on talking about the madness but also and maybe more importantly, my "But God" part of the story. How I became a new cre…
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In being raw and real, I hope that I can inspire you. Whether for you to remember your own story, whether to start a much needed internal conversation, or maybe to inspire hope and you can and will be transformed too. Today I'll be talking about the least Embarrassing part about my life / past life. yeah, image that. I'm just trying to ease you int…
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In being raw and real, I hope that I can inspire you. Whether for you to remember your own story, whether to start a much needed internal conversation, or maybe to inspire hope and you can and will be transformed too. Today is just an Intro. We go all over because of my ADHD but the main point is getting to the heart of why I would just put myself …
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This is a heavy one that I stumbled through... With my own past, with people I've talked to, there's a lot to consider and think about... I may have some different takes but maybe that doesn't even matter. Tough conversations will always sound insensitive, and I apologize but we push through the uncomfortable conversations for truth and clarity and…
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I don't know how effective this really was but maybe this starts some kind of new and refreshing conversation!... If anyone still believes in Sim theory... Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope there was something useful you got from here, I'll see you here next week on Fridays as early as 7:00 AM for more content! Don't forget to revi…
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I talked a lot about false gospels recently, but we should always check the log in our own eye... My question becomes... AM I preaching a false Gospel? I read from Isaiah 5:20 and 2nd Peter 3:3-4. I don't want to conflate anything and I don't want to play with technicalities so you decide!By Nelson de Mello
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False Gospel II: the False Gospels I FELL FOR
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39:32Let's take a step back... how do we know a teaching is a False Gospel? We'll look at what I FELL for and WHY I FELL for it. We'll also look at the side effects and the destruction it caused and can cause so that we can look forward and protect our minds and hearts from false hopes. Ephesians 4:14 "so that we may no longer be children, tossed to and…
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False Gospel III: The Rise of a NEW heresy
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26:52This is what we've been preparing for... Be vigilant, be confident, be deeply rooted into the true and simple Gospel there is no need for anything else... Ephesians 4:14 "so that we may no longer be children, tossed to and fro by the waves and carried about by every wind of doctrine, by human cunning, by craftiness in deceitful schemes." I might've…
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Let's take a step back... how do we know a teaching is a False Gospel? We'll look at past known false gospels to understand the cultural need at the time and context that brings them about. We'll also look at the side effects and the destruction it caused and can cause so that we can look forward and protect our minds and hearts from false hopes. E…
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Let's talk about Love... are you in the DAYDREAMING phase, the HONEYMOON phase, or are you in it to win it? Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope there was something useful you got from here, I'll see you here next week on Fridays as early as 7:00 AM for more content! Don't forget to review, like, comment, subscribe on whatever platfor…
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This might not be THE answer, but it's maybe something you haven't heard or tried before... Change your relationship with doing/duty. don't do FOR or because you HAVE to or NEED to, do WITH and because it's a GOOD THING in the present and for the future. Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope there was something useful you got from here…
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Help! This Bible verse might be our downfall...
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28:55Hebrews 5:9 was the bane of my existence for about 3 days... Thank God for scholars, I stand on their shoulders. I hope this inspires you. I know there is a generation of Atheists that left the faith because they couldn't find answers to honest questions. This doesn't have to be the case anymore! Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope t…
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Oh boy... Not too harsh but hopefully a perspective shift on how we see our dependencies, our leanings, and what we put our hope in... If it ain't Jesus, we're doing it wrong. Idolatry is the word. Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope there was something useful you got from here, I'll see you here next week on Fridays as early as 7:00…
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A HUGE question I go back and forth on, I wonder if it has to do with my biases and maybe even what I'm going through in the moment. I want to get to the bottom of it and I'm taking you on the journey with me. I don't want to be subjective because I want the truth so bad! Today we touch on how Judah Smith's radically gracious theology is actually s…
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I don't know if you've heard of this argument? I don't know if you've ever had this idea? What biases led to us thinking God is Masculine? Today we find out the truth Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope there was something useful you got from here, I'll see you here next week on Fridays as early as 7:00 AM for more content! Don't for…
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God's Grief II: Corporate failure + "The Overton Window"?
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17:23A HUGE question I go back and forth on, I wonder if it has to do with my biases and maybe even what I'm going through in the moment. I want to get to the bottom of it and I'm taking you on the journey with me. I don't want to be subjective because I want the truth so bad! Today we touch on How there is technically no "me" and it's always a "we"... …
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Starting in Matthew 4, I go through one of the weirdest interactions in the Bible... I do though, like perhaps Jordan Peterson would do, I try to reach for the interpersonal lessons and representative symbols that apply to our lives. Treating it this way though, does not take away from the validity and truth of this story. Thanks again for checking…
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God's Grief I: Is it personal? + preliminary thoughts
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12:23A HUGE question I go back and forth on, I wonder if it has to do with my biases and maybe even what I'm going through in the moment. I want to get to the bottom of it and I'm taking you on the journey with me. I don't want to be subjective because I want the truth so bad! Today we touch on preliminary thoughts. Is our sin personal to God? What is p…
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This Co-worker gave me some food for thought. We talk about how different devout Christians are from the rest of the world by being EMPOWERED to be Christlike... Our perspective changes in a way that we're not in a psychological/emotional/physical/spiritual scarcity mindset. Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope there was something use…
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Ministry, Pastor's Theology, Identity in Christ
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11:39Whew! I've just been ranting out here lately! But how relevant is this conversation!? P.S. Somebody tell MY MOM that I'm doing the Lord's work. Also, The album has BEEN OUT. "Bootleg Suicide Presents: Girls! Girls! Girls!" by Nelson De Mello. Check it out, low-key still makes me cry! Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope there was some…
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A little chaotic today, this episode is a bummer, the other this week is not, both very introspective. I hope this one isn't too hopeless though! It's ironic and shows my Ambivalence, but a week apart I go from Melancholy to Exuberance. I've decided to put these two episodes together so look out for "Passion v. discipline: A Passion Rant 2/2" Thank…
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Passion v. discipline: A Passion Rant 2/2
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23:02Am I right on this one? I'm genuinely curious... Let me know on whatever platform you're on. It's ironic and shows my Ambivalence, but a week or so apart, I go from Melancholy to Exuberance. I've decided to put these two episodes together, so look out for "A Morbid Rant 1/2". Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope there was something us…
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Quite a Doozy.. or Is It? The interesting thing is that people just don't read the Bible for what it is... It's way more life giving than anyone's interpretation. Take away the suffocating Self-Righteousness and the Liberal Anarchy and be left with God's safety net and wisdom. These are the passages that speak directly about divorce. The first four…
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What if you're not who you think you are?
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10:01As I've looked back at my transformation, I think back at why I identified with things that were no good for me. I realized that I believe about myself lies that I've told myself... or something even more sinister... I don't talk about it here but Satan literally means "the accuser". Whether figuratively, literally, or metaphysically, I could say t…
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We CANNOT be shy to be real, authentic, with God. Those who were most intimate with God argued (Abraham and Moses) and wrestled God one instance even literally (Jacob). It's ok to not understand, to doubt, to not agree, but don't leave it at that. WRESTLE WITH GOD. Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope there was something useful you go…
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Is it true? Can you only understand the heart of the matter through the Holy Spirit? can we rationalize the Bible's teachings? Actually these are loaded questions... Of course we can rationalize them... IF our foundation is Christ: His death and resurrection. Without it, it's all foolishness and a stumbling block (1 Cor. 1:23) Thanks again for chec…
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Something I never really get tired of talking about, it becomes so essential. This is a sermon I preached early in the year and it's something I'll forever be working on and being intentional about meditating on because it gives the most freedom: Having the Fear of the LORD. Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope there was something use…
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Obedience VI: Jesus + SEEING GOD WITH DRUGS???
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39:07What does it look like to obey God? What does it take to obey God? What If I disobey? We'll be looking at these questions and more in our Obedience series! Today we'll be looking at Jesus as the perfect role model for obedience. Even Jesus slightly hesitated to take the cup of wrath, but obedience isn't always so hard and harsh. Sometimes, when we'…
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THE AUDACITY I have to say you don't love... let me explain... Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope there was something useful you got from here, I'll see you here next week on Fridays as early as 7:00 AM for more content! Don't forget to review, like, comment, subscribe on whatever platform you're hearing me from. It means the world …
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What does it look like to obey God? What does it take to obey God? What If I disobey? We'll be looking at these questions and more in our Obedience series! Today we'll be looking at Jonah and how he gets a second chance, how our disobedience can effect the people around us and vice versa... WARNING: I talk about some heavier topics... I try not to …
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What does it look like to be set apart as a Church?
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10:12Set apart church? Unconditional love? Is that even healthy? A brief contemplation on these things... Give your input! I want to learn more!By Nelson de Mello
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What does it look like to obey God? What does it take to obey God? What If I disobey? We'll be looking at these questions and more in our Obedience series! Today we'll be looking at Detours and if that really effects God's plan for us. Interestingly enough, we get our answer when we look MACROSCOPIC at God's plan, sovereignty and wisdom! Thanks aga…
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What does it look like to obey God? What does it take to obey God? What If I disobey? We'll be looking at these questions and more in our Obedience series! Today we'll be looking at Maybe counter-intuitive but have you considered the fear of the Lord being an additive fuel to why we ought to obey? Thanks again for checking out this episode! I hope …
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Obedience III + This Will Always Be A Miracle...
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13:47What is Micro and Macro level obedience? I also stopped to meditate on the glorious miracle that is our salvation. We forget how impossible it was for us to be saved... some of us don't even know... I also passionately talk about Believer and Disciple... maybe too passionate, but I don't think I've missed the mark, what do you think? Stay tuned as …
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We worship when everything sucks or when everything is good. but what about in the in-betweens? What about the consistent worship? It's all in bases of our intimacy with Jesus as if he was actually the love of our lives. Let's dig in!By Nelson de Mello
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Obedience I: What does it Look like to Obey God?
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38:14How do I know God is talking to me? What if I have the wrong motivations to obey? What if I'm not hearing from God at all? Join me on my Journey as I think about Obedience from every angle I can think of. Like always, review, comment, subscribe and Like. It helps so much!By Nelson de Mello
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MOST REVIVALS BACKFIRED and Here's why...
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11:13Every church prays for revival but haven't we learned from history? and don't we know that good things that last forever, take hard work and a lot of time? We should pray for manageable growth and proportional workers to tend the ripe fields. The majority of churches have passive members in them, imagine if we were active in loving God and loving o…
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Is Terrence Howard changing the science world?
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42:38A little off topic but I'm so interested in the themes of what is going on because of Terrance Howard doing his science thing. exposing the science community for it's hypocrisy and greed The fallacy of thinking science can answer "Why?" He's the apex of the metaphor of the Flat Earth Theory The church has gone through the skepticism that the scienc…
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This was a sermon I preached to my Youth Group in July. We ponder the question: what does it mean to follow Jesus? what do we give up? why would we give it up? What do we get in return?By Nelson de Mello
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I know I'm late to the party. But maybe it's deeper than you realize... at the same time, it's not that deep. I don't think they're being intentionally malicious, perhaps just distastefully ignorant. For example, did you know that there are many bodies of literature that make the comparison of Dionysus and Jesus? Are my points valid? let me know!…
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Are you free to choose? Has your story been plotted out by an author? Perhaps both... We'll go through various ideas and theories to tackle this problem. Two main theories surround tackling the proverb "Man Makes Plans, but God Determines his Steps" and an idea that is original to me... The Spectrum of Freedom... come find out what all of this mean…
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For some reason, I have had to deal with most emotional problems under the sun... Here we talk about perfectionism, it's grip and how sucky it is to live this way. I also go on a rant about how greed is the root of the de-beautification of everything good in this world. All in only 10 quick minutes!By Nelson de Mello
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This is about as real as I can get... I think.. what should I go deeper on or talk about? Here I talk about the three times I got burned by the church. What this means is that people in the church, whether leaders or congregants, acted in an abusive, destructive or at least a hurtful manner. The three are: My dad's old theology, a messy situation w…
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I have so much compassion for the people who don't belong and I've spent a lot of time praying and wrestling with scripture to understand: Why?.. Here I only scratch the surface of what I've meditated on in regards to the LGBTQ community. All we can do is go deeper and get more nuanced to what's going on. I compare Christians to Trans by this one t…
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