Newly-ish married couple, Amanda and Kyle, discuss Amanda’s upbringing in the IBLP cult of Duggar infamy – a story Kyle learns about along with listeners. Through sometimes humorous, sometimes heartbreaking stories, Amanda and Kyle explore the cult’s ideology, the strange rules that surrounded Amanda’s childhood, and the abuse she endured before leaving the cult. Through it all, they talk about what it takes to break free from a cult and what gets left behind.
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Destigmatizing cannabis with conversations involving athletes, doctors, and significant figures in the cannabis space.
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A podcast that highlights and explores the talents behind the winners of Wolf Media Festival-- A festival that celebrates Film, Literature, Photography, Gaming, Podcasts, and social media. Welcome to the WOLF Media Festival Podcast Patreon! Step into the world of WOLF Media Festival Podcast, where creativity, storytelling, and community come together in a howl-worthy experience! We’re thrilled to have you join us on this exciting journey as we dive deep into the realms of film, literature, p ...
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Ep 33 How to Fail (or Succeed) at Running a Festival" PART 1
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35:53Thinking of starting your own festival? Want to know the raw, unfiltered truth about what really goes on behind the scenes? In this brutally honest episode, we dive into how to fail—or maybe succeed—at running a festival. From budget disasters and last-minute cancellations to surprise celebrity guests and emotional wins, we’re breaking down the rea…
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Amanda has gotten a lot of questions about whether she would ever let anyone from her biological family back into her life. For a long time, the answer was no. But then something changed. It’s been a year and a half, and we've waited a long time to talk about it. This is the first time we're sharing the story. Send us text! Please note this platfor…
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Ep 32 Filmmaking in the Unknown: Russell Emanuel on Creating During COVID
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38:39In this episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we sit down with acclaimed director and producer Russell Emanuel for a fascinating deep dive into the realities of filmmaking during the COVID-19 pandemic. Russell shares what it was like navigating safety protocols, creative limitations, and logistical challenges while still delivering compelling…
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Amanda reads from her childhood diaries—yes, actual entries from her cult years—and then melts through the floor in embarrassment. It’s awkward, vulnerable, and a surprisingly raw window into growing up homeschooled under fundamentalism. Send us text! Please note this platform only supports one-way communication. Support the show…
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Ep 31 Rising Talent: Jake Briggs on His Award-Winning Script "Union"
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48:32In this episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we’re joined by Jake Briggs, a talented young student and writer whose script Union earned him the award for Best Script in our May competition. Jake shares the inspiration behind his story, his journey as a developing writer, and what it means to be recognized for his work so early in his creativ…
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Amanda opens this episode with some never-before-shared stories from her early experiences in therapy—including one that caught even Kyle off guard. From there, the mic turns, and Kyle shares what it was like to hear Amanda’s story for the first time and slowly step into the world of advocacy and trauma-informed care. What begins as reflection beco…
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In a deeply personal episode, Amanda opens up about the circumstances that led to the end of her relationship with her adoptive parents. What started as a long-building tension came to a head when Amanda asked to be treated like a real daughter—and was told no. She and Kyle walk through the factors that shaped the outcome, what was said, how it unf…
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Content warning: This episode includes discussion of sexual violence, including against children. When Amanda set boundaries with her bio family—and the brother who abused her—she expected it to be hard. But not like this. In this highly personal episode, she shares a glimpse into the painful correspondence with her three younger brothers and their…
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As The Cult I Left Behind listeners know, Mother’s Day isn’t a sappy Hallmark holiday for Amanda. In this episode, Amanda and Kyle talk about what the day brings up—not just for Amanda, but for anyone who experienced harm from their mothers. Amanda shares a letter she wrote to the mother figures in her life and reflects on how watching motherhood p…
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In this companion to the earlier episode on discipline inside the cult, Amanda and Kyle shift their focus to what healthy, respectful discipline actually looks like. They reflect on what they’re learning in their adoption training classes and how sharply it contrasts with the abusive tactics Amanda experienced growing up in the IBLP cult. They also…
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77 - Unpacking the Past: Cults, Faith, and Family Truths
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33:56In this episode, Amanda and Kyle dive into listener questions about what made Amanda’s parents susceptible to joining the cult, how they became involved, how the cult accumulated massive assets, and whether Amanda’s rapist brother ever received any mental health diagnoses. They also discuss how Amanda’s college viewed the cult's ideology and its cu…
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76 - Finding Peace in Denmark: A Journey from High-Control to True Relaxation
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38:37In this episode, Amanda and Kyle share their transformative experience during a recent trip to Denmark, contrasting it with Amanda's upbringing in a high-pressure religious environment and subsequent military service. Amanda discusses how the slower pace and quieter, more relaxed culture of Denmark allowed her to feel truly relaxed and safe for the…
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In this episode, Amanda and Kyle dive into the process of deconstruction—what it is, why it happens, and how it unfolds across different areas of life. From faith and identity to relationships and worldviews, they explore the key domains of deconstruction and the challenges that come with questioning deeply held beliefs. Whether you're in the middl…
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Ep 28 Exploring Destiny: Student Filmmaker Justin Meng on Paths
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15:39In this episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we spotlight Paths, a compelling short film by student filmmaker Justin Meng. The film follows a young woman trapped in a bleak future, navigating a world shaped by a mysterious precognitive dream. Justin shares his inspiration behind the story, the challenges of bringing his vision to life, and w…
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Ep 26 From Stage to Screen: Kaleigh Macchio on Somewhere in Montana and Creative Versatility
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28:06In this lively episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we chat with the talented Kaleigh Macchio, a cast member from Somewhere in Montana. Kaleigh’s passion for creativity shines through as we discuss her diverse career, from theater to motion capture work and everything in between, and the many ways she brings characters to life. With an infec…
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74 - Big Changes, Listener Q&A, and Cult Realities
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25:26Some big life changes are on the horizon, and Amanda and Kyle share a bit about their next steps as a family. They also dive into listener questions, discussing the most effective therapy approaches Amanda has found, how the cult handled cases of incest, and its stance on queer folks. It’s a raw and thought-provoking conversation—one you won’t want…
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73 - Growing Up in IBLP: A Male Survivor’s Perspective on Trauma and Healing
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1:32:17In this episode, we sit down with Nate, an IBLP/ATI cult survivor and trauma survivor, to unpack the deeply ingrained conditioning we experienced growing up in the cult. From childhood grooming and the loss of personal identity to the twisted teachings that framed God’s love as something to be earned, we explore the ways the cult set us up for harm…
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Ep 25 Andrew Golucki on acting in the horror series Mr. Suits
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29:08In this episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we welcome Andrew Golucki, the lead actor in the unsettling short horror film Mr. Suits. With its spine-chilling atmosphere and haunting story, Mr. Suits delivers a truly creepy experience. New to acting, Andrew shares what it was like stepping in front of the camera, learning to prepare for roles…
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Ep 24 A Personal Journey: Director Alex Carig on A Long Road to Tao
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32:34In this special episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we sit down with director Alex Carig to discuss his deeply personal connection to A Long Road to Tao. As both the filmmaker and the brother-in-law of the real-life figure the film is based on, Alex brings an intimate perspective to this powerful story. His passion for honoring his family’s…
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72 - Protecting Kids from Sexual Abuse: What Every Parent Should Know
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31:49When we think about keeping kids safe from predators, we often imagine dangers lurking in the shadows—but the reality is much harder to face. Most abuse is committed by people close to the family, making prevention both challenging and deeply personal. In this episode, Amanda shares practical, real-world strategies for protecting kids from sexual p…
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71 - Your Stories, Our Answers: Family Rejection, Advocacy, and Healing
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55:41In this episode, Amanda and Kyle tackle listener questions surrounding the impact of purity culture and sexual trauma. They dive into Sadia’s poignant voicemail, discussing how rigid purity culture affects perspectives on sex and consent, and dissect the harmful black-and-white thinking that can follow. Amanda shares personal insights into breaking…
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Ep 23 Finding Purpose Through Story: Jason Bernardo on A Long Road to Tao
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34:44In this episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we get to chat with actor Jason Bernardo and discuss his powerful role in A Long Road to Tao, a film based on the true story adapted from The Tao of Surfing by Pulitzer Prize-nominated author Michael A. Allen. Jason shares his transformative journey preparing for the role, which included losing 30…
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70 - A Conversation with Cult Survivor and Author Daniella Mestyanek Young
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1:04:08What happens when you escape a world built on control, fear, and secrecy? How do you begin to heal after a life of indoctrination? This week, we're joined by Daniella Mestyanek Young, author, TEDx speaker, and cult survivor, to dive deep into the harrowing and inspiring journey of leaving a cult—and finding yourself on the other side. Daniella's we…
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Ep 22 Big Sky Dreams: Matt Drago on Somewhere in Montana
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39:30In this episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we welcome Matt Drago, an accomplished actor and producer, to discuss his lead role as Fabian in the upcoming feature film Somewhere in Montana. Set against the breathtaking backdrop of Montana's landscapes, the film explores themes of resilience, connection, and self-discovery. Matt shares insigh…
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69 - Sex, Healing, and Breaking Generational Cycles
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58:23In this episode, Amanda and Kyle are joined by Marian, a sexual health and pleasure educator, for a powerful conversation about breaking cycles of shame and stigma. Marian shares her positive experience growing up in a family where vulnerability, honesty, and support were the norm when it came to tough topics like sex. Together, they explore the st…
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Ep 21 Writing History: Lynn H. Elliott on His Award-Winning Script Alta California
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40:45In this episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we sit down with the talented screenwriter Lynn H. Elliott to discuss his award-winning script, Alta California. Set against a rich historical backdrop, the script brings to life a powerful and compelling story that has captivated audiences and judges alike. Lynn shares his writing process, the in…
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Amanda and Kyle reflect on an incredible year of connection and growth and share their heartfelt gratitude for the listeners who’ve supported the show. From messages and comments to thoughtful questions, your voices have made this journey meaningful. Amanda and Kyle also drop some news about exciting episodes coming in January to kick off the new y…
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Ep 20 The Big Infinite: Exploring the 'Power of Expression' and Music's Healing Journey
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36:55n this episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we are joined by the incredible band The Big Infinite to discuss their transformative project, Power of Expression. Known for their soulful music and meaningful advocacy, the band shares how their work intertwines with the mission of the Ed Lally Foundation, promoting mental health awareness and em…
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Amanda shares a pivotal moment from her childhood: being made to apologize to the person who raped her. She and Kyle discuss the circumstances that led to this event, the family and cult factors at play, and how the experience continues to affect Amanda today. Together, they explore the long-term implications of spiritual manipulation and abuse. Se…
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Ep 19 A second presenting of Rosie Sedgwick. A conversation between Jacquelynn and Rosie.
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57:39Hi, Jacquelynn here, As I get closer and closer to becoming the owner of this festival it seems like the more busy I get. There have already been so many ups and downs in this process. But one of my favorite ups is when I get a chance to speak with our monthly winners. I often get some times before or after a podcast to chat longer with our guests,…
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In this heartfelt and personal episode, Amanda opens up about the unexpected role the musical Wicked played in her journey of leaving the IBLP cult and rediscovering herself. From its powerful themes of challenging authority to embracing individuality, Amanda shares how the story of Elphaba’s courage and defiance resonated deeply during her deconst…
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Ep 18 From NICU to the Silver Screen: Jeremiah Court on His Lead Role in Parallel Lives
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0:55In this inspiring episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we sit down with Jeremiah Court, a talented actor balancing two worlds. Originally from a small town in Wisconsin, Jeremiah now resides in Florida, where he works as a NICU nurse by day and pursues his passion for acting in his free time. Jeremiah shares his journey and discusses his lea…
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Amanda finally shares some of her dating history post-cult, pre-Kyle. Stories include the Taco Bell incident (Kyle's favorite), trad-wife-seeking encounters, insurance scammers, and that one time Amanda asked a guy out (see social media for the whole story). Also, as a public health professional, Amanda is very proud of how she handled the sexual a…
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Ep 17 Facing Death Together: Michael Allen’s Story Behind A Long Road to Tao
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35:16In Episode 17, we are joined by writer and inspiration Michael Allen to discuss his deeply personal film, A Long Road to Tao. Based on Michael’s own life, the film explores a writer’s transformative journey upon learning his best friend, a former pro-surfer, is gay and dying of AIDS. Together, they embrace Taoist and Native American spiritual philo…
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64 - Happy Thanksgiving & Exciting Announcement!
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10:13Join us for a quick Thanksgiving episode and special announcement! Kyle shares his family's special Thanksgiving meal tradition and Amanda shares some memories of Thanksgivings from her childhood. For all of our listeners with tough family situations this holiday season, we send you love and a reminder that you are worthy, your boundaries are impor…
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Ep 16 Free Soloing Through Pain with Vince LaPointe and Dave "Cheech" Marin
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31:39In Episode 16, we sit down with writer and director Vince Lapointe and stuntman Dave "Cheech" Marin to discuss their award-winning short film, Hurt. The film offers a raw and emotional perspective on the controversial motivations behind free solo climbing, following a veteran grappling with PTSD and heartbreak who turns to soloing as an escape. Ins…
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Amanda and Kyle respond to listener questions about head coverings, cult practices around the Sabbath, if Amanda thinks her boldness and intelligence caused her to be targeted for abuse as she grew up in the IBLP cult, and how Amanda thinks sexual abuse against one of her brothers would have been handled versus how it was handled for her as a girl.…
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ep 15 Rising Star: Alexis Baca's Journey from Childhood Dreams to Film Sets
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29:18In this episode we feature actress Alexis Baca, known for her roles in "WTR Cities" and "The Bermuda Triangle Project," and the award winning short, "Parallel Lives." Alexis began her acting career as a child in Long Beach, California, and continues to pursue her passion in Southwest Florida, participating in various films and TV series across the …
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What do Cabbage Patch Kids and the 2024 election in the US have in common? A lot, as it turns out. This episode was recorded in response to a poll posted on social media asking listeners to share topics they would like to hear in an episode. Amanda and Kyle discuss correlations between Bill Gothard and Trump/Vance. Send us text! Please note this pl…
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Ep 14 A Mission of Love and Legacy: George Ackerman on Together for Sharon
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45:10In this heartfelt episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we are honored to welcome George Ackerman, founder of Together for Sharon, an organization dedicated to raising awareness and support for Parkinson's disease. George shares the story behind the foundation’s mission, inspired by his late mother, Sharon, and the impact her legacy has had o…
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Kyle is in the hot seat sharing his background in the Christian church, his thoughts about purity culture as a young adult, and the way he handled sex and relationships as someone who attended Baptist church. Amanda learns a shocking revelation about Kyle's past. Kyle shares his deconstruction story and his eventual departure from Christianity. Jum…
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Ep 13 Halloween Tarot Special: A Magical Reading with Jen Sankey, Creator of Stardust Wanderer Tarot
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7:28In this Halloween episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we’re joined by award-winning Tarot deck creator Jen Sankey, the creative mind behind the Stardust Wanderer Tarot. Known for her charming personality and deep knowledge of tarot, Jen takes us on a mystical journey into the history of tarot and even performs a special reading for our host…
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Amanda shares her deconstruction journey, which began a decade ago when she was a worship leader for a church. That was awkward. She talks through attending seminary after Bible college and her process of realizing there were aspects of Christianity and religion that were irreconcilable with logic, in her opinion. Kyle accidentally lands in the hot…
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Ep 12 Eric Newcombe on TWO Award-Winning Films and the Challenges of 'Abduction Chronicles'
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30:09In this episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we welcome Eric Newcombe, the talented actor who has won awards at the festival for two different film submissions. Eric shares his passion for embodying a wide range of characters and the unique challenges that come with each role. He also opens up about the emotional and mental toll of filming A…
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Following up on the marriage purposes series, Amanda and Kyle share their non-courtship story that basically ignored all of Bill's relationship guidelines. However, Kyle almost followed purity culture with room for the Holy Spirit for a whole lotta dates. Amanda will never let him live it down. They compare Bill's marriage principles to the insight…
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Ep 11 Romance & Success: A Conversation with Epiphany Hightower author of 'Someone Like You"
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44:41In this episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we sit down with the talented author of the award-winning romance novella Someone Like You. This remarkable writer achieved what many dream of—getting published on her very first try! We dive into her journey to publication, the inspiration behind her heartwarming story, and what it feels like to …
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Amanda flies solo for another episode. This time, she shares about her journey out of a very checked out or dissociative state and home to her own body, mind, and emotions. Amanda went on this journey as she left the cult and began abuse recovery, and also more recently. She shares the ups and downs of the process, including the discomfort of check…
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Ep10 From Marine to Master Storyteller: Joyce Serrano on 'Original Grace' & the 'Turned Gods' Series
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37:06In this inspiring episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we welcome Joyce Serrano, former marine, mother, and the brilliant author behind the award-winning series Turned Gods. Joyce shares the story of how she turned her hobby into an incredible writing journey, leading to the creation of Original Grace, a captivating installment in her imagin…
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Amanda and Kyle are joined by a special guest! Skye's story caught our attention right away—her mother, the owner of an adult toy business, sent her to a fundamentalist Christian elementary school WAIT WHAT?! The part about her mom’s business is a great story and will make you chuckle, but unfortunately, this school is also where Skye first experie…
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Ep 9 Behind the Screams: A Deep Dive into ‘The Seductress from Hell’ with Andrew de Burgh & Raj Jawa
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40:59In this spine-chilling episode of the WOLF Media Festival Podcast, we’re joined by the creative minds behind the horror film The Seductress from Hell. Director and writer Andrew de Burgh, along with actor and producer Raj Jawa, take us behind the scenes of their terrifying yet captivating film. They discuss the inspiration for the story, the filmma…
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