A podcast about the journey of finding happiness in your passion. Getting through your struggles and becoming a better person. Cover art photo provided by Walter Burmer.
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Hell And Gone is a true crime podcast from iHeartPodcasts and School of Humans that follows journalist and private investigator Catherine Townsend as she investigates unsolved deaths. Now in its fifth season, Hell and Gone is going weekly. Over the past five years of making true crime podcast Hell and Gone, host Catherine Townsend has received hundreds of messages from people all around the country asking for help with an unsolved murder that’s affected them, their families and their communi ...
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The Aubrey Marcus Podcast is a destination for honest and vulnerable conversations about the deeper questions in life. The show blends humor with gravity and levity with depth, as we explore mindset, psychedelics, holistic health, spirituality, entrepreneurship, and relationship. Aubrey Marcus is the founder of the globally disruptive human optimization brand Onnit, the donation based coaching platform Fit For Service, and is the New York Times bestselling author of Own the Day, Own your Lif ...
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On December 22 1981 around 1 to 1:15 am, a driver was going down a dark road MINERAL SPRINGS MOUNTAIN ROAD near the town of Valdese, North Carolina. It was a dark, snowy night and there was fresh snow on the ground the night before. They saw that the car had run into an embankment, and that the driver's door was open, as they approached the car, th…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Heidi Planck [From the Archives]
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32:59On Sunday October 17, 2021 in Los Angeles, a 39-year-old mother of one named Heidi Planck went to watch her 11-year-old son Bond play football. When Heidi left the game, she said that she would call her son later, but even though she ALWAYS talked to him every day she never called him. In fact Bond never talked to his mother again. Because that day…
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Healing and Trauma Recovery Through Bodywork w/Tom Myers #516
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1:27:57Tom Myers has been involved with bodywork for over 43 years and he joins us today to discuss the intricate relationship between bodywork, trauma healing, and the role of fascia in physical health.We explore the mind-body connection, the impact of trauma on physical health, and how body awareness and mindfulness can enhance overall health and fitnes…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Charity Beallis Pt. 2
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38:08On December 3 2025, 40 year old Charlity Beallis and her six year old twins, a daughter and a son, were fatally shot at their home in Bonanza, West Arkansas. This is a complicated case, and it’s still unfolding. Today, we dive into court transcripts from Charity and Randall's divorce hearing. If you have a case you’d like me and my team to look int…
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Philosophy, Empire, and the Future of Globalization w/Alex Sachon #515
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1:40:25Check out Alex Sachon’s new book The Coming World Nation: Why Global Government is Inevitable | https://tinyurl.com/mueufzn3 Alex Sachon Substack | https://thewisdomtradition.substack.com/ Listen to The Wisdom Tradition Podcast | https://tinyurl.com/yam8webj This episode is sponsored by ►Metal Mark Golden Collectable Art | https://mtlmrk.com/ ►Korr…
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Scientist Explains: How to Use PROVEN “Magic” to Realize Your Dreams w/Dr Dean Radin #514
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1:55:47Dean Radin—Chief Scientist at the Institute of Noetic Sciences and former researcher in the classified Stargate program—returns to break down the actual science proving that consciousness affects physical reality. This isn't speculation. The statistical evidence is so strong it makes most pharmaceutical studies look like guesswork. Find out more ab…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Charity Beallis Pt. 1
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35:00On December 3 2025, at around 9:30 AM, deputies in Sebastian County, Arkansas were called to a home Bonanza, Arkansas to do a welfare check on a family. When law enforcement got there they were unable to get inside - they found two domestic workers to let them in - and it didn’t take them long to find a horrific scene - three bodies, Charity and he…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Triple Russellville Murder
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35:11On the night of December 2nd, 1976, three girls - 13 year old Teresa Williams, 14 year old Crystal Donita Parton, and 13 year old Cynthia Mabry were hanging out together at the Fairview Estates apartments in Russellville Arkansas. At some point that day, all three girls disappeared. The girls were planning to run away to Texas. The last person to s…
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How to Understand Women and Lead With Real Masculinity w/Teal Swan #513
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1:58:19What does it really mean for men to step into power without becoming dangerous? And what do women actually need from masculine energy? Very few teachers have drawn the attention of Teal Swan, who joins Aubrey Marcus for a provocative deep-dive into masculine and feminine dynamics, power, trust, and what's missing in modern relationships. This conve…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Amy Mihaljevic
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32:16On Friday, October 27, 1989, 10-year-old Amy Mihaljevic rode her bike to Bay Middle School in Bay Village, Ohio. She was excited about yearbook photo retakes, but after classes ended Amy’s mother expected a daily check-in call, and although Amy phoned her saying her choir tryout went well, she never came home. Investigators learned Amy had actually…
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Cannabis Expert: Cannabis is a Secret Psychedelic | Ryan Sprague #512
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1:43:31Cannabis expert Ryan Sprague completely reframes how we understand this ancient plant medicine. This isn't a stoner conversation with trip reports and munchie recipes—it's a deep dive into intentional plant work, nervous system regulation, and personal transformation. Ryan Sprague is an intentional cannabis coach & educator, and the founder of Brea…
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[From the Archives] Hell and Gone Murder Line: Shannon Hercutt
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31:09On August 3, 2009, police found Shannon Hercutt dead inside her car, which had plunged off a cliff just off of Walker Trail in Sevier County, Tennessee. At first, the Tennessee highway patrol said Shannon had died in a car accident. But a few days later, Shannon Hercutt’s manner of death was changed to homicide. Who killed Shanoon Hercutt? If you h…
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Harvard Philosopher Puts TRUMP Under The SPOTLIGHT w/Kaizen Asiedu #511
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2:30:22Kaizen Asiedu is a Harvard educated philosopher whose ‘clear thinking’ has awarded him recognition by the likes of Elon Musk. While considered a ‘black conservative’ by most of his audience, Kaizen defies labels, preferring to show the math of his thinking to arrive at nuanced conclusions. This podcast puts the second term of Donald J. Trump under …
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Jonelle Matthews
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35:43On December 20, 1984, 12-year-old Jonelle Matthews returned home from a Christmas choir concert in Greeley, Colorado, and appeared to settle in for the evening, leaving her shoes, clothes, and a note from a phone call before mysteriously disappearing. When her father and sister arrived home later and couldn’t find her, police were called and quickl…
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An Exploration of MAGIC in Kabbalah's Hidden Lineage w/ Dr. Marc Gafni #510
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1:28:38In this surprise-topic conversation, Rebbe Dr. Marc Gafni takes us deep into the esoteric and magical threads of Kabbalah- first confirming that magic is real- exploring how invisible forces connect all things and how we can participate in them through intention, devotion, and love. Moving beyond *only the realm of* spells and mysticism, Marc revea…
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“Who Controls Your Mind?” ADVANCED Mind Techniques of a Champion | Bode Miller #509
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1:19:08Olympic champion Bode Miller is the greatest USA Downhill Skier of all time. But it wasn’t because he was bigger, stronger, or more athletically gifted than his competitors. It’s because of the absolute mastery of his mind, and the way he merged the spiritual with the physical. I have NEVER met a single human with more control over their thoughts t…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Karen Mitchell
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33:49On Thanksgiving Day, November 25, 1997, 16-year-old Karen Mitchell vanished in Eureka, California. Originally from Whittier near Long Beach, she had moved north a few months earlier to live with her aunt and uncle, hoping the rural setting would suit her nature-loving personality better than Southern California. That afternoon, Karen caught a ride …
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Christopher Revak
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34:06On June 10, 2006, 21-year-old Deidre Harm was headed to a night out with friends. She had a four-month-old daughter, Vegas, and had hired a babysitter to watch her. She and her friends went out downtown in Wisconsin Rapids, Wisconsin. And then, she never came home. She never called her babysitter. She simply disappeared. For months, Deirdre’s frien…
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Why Christianity Needs To Return To CHRIST w/ Aaron Abke # 508
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2:26:51What if the Christianity we've been taught has almost nothing to do with what Jesus actually said? What if modern Christianity has less to do with the message of radical love from Jesus, and more to do with the zealous teachings of the ‘apostle’ Paul? In this mind-blowing conversation, former pastor and biblical scholar Aaron Abke drops bombshell a…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Jay Slater (Archive Episode)
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41:06On Sunday June 17, 2024, Jay Slater, a 19-year-old bricklayer’s apprentice who lived in Lancashire, England was on his first ever foreign holiday. And he seemed to be having a blast. He had gone to the island of Tenerife in Spain with a female friend named Lucy and a guy named Brad. That night he and Lucy went out to a music festival called New Rav…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Brittany Phillips Part 2
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33:12On Monday September 30, 2004, 18-year-old college student Brittany Phillips was found dead in her apartment in Tulsa, Oklahoma. She was a student at Tulsa Community College, went to her evening chemistry class with her friend Lydia. She was found lying next to her bed. Clothing was found scattered all around her in a haphazard way, and the balcony …
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Brittany Phillips Part 1
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27:06On Monday September 27, 2004, 18-year-old Brittany Phillips, a student at Tulsa Community College, drove home from campus with her friend Lydia. They just took a chemistry test, and Brittany was looking forward to hanging out and celebrating her nineteenth birthday, which was coming up on October 4. But then as the week rolled on, Lydia didn't hear…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Jennifer Wix Part 2
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28:51This week, we continue with the disappearance of Jennifer Wix and her daughter Adrianna. Could Jennifer have left voluntarily and started a new life? Could she have left with someone in that white car and then that person harmed her or Adrianna? Or, could, as the Wix family suspects, the answers lie closer to where Jennifer was last seen on or arou…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Jennifer Wix Part 1
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35:45On March 25, 2004, 21-year-old Jennifer Wix was in crisis. Jennifer lived in Robertson County, Tennessee and was a single mother to her two-year-old daughter, Adrianna, who she adored. She and Adrianna had moved in with her boyfriend, William Joseph “Joey” Benton, and his parents, Cynthia and Franklin Joseph Benton, a few months before in December.…
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How To Keep Your Family Safe & Our Nation Strong w/ CIA Operator Andrew Bustamante #507
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2:02:25We're back with CIA Spy Andrew Bustamante, because I wanted to ask him, what do you see when you look out at the world? Because 53% of wealthy Americans are getting secondary visas as a backup plan to leave our country. And what he sees from his unique vantage point is that we're in for a lot of pain and in for a lot of chaos, but if you have faith…
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The morning of Friday May 25, 1979, started out like just another day for Julie Patz; her husband Stan, a photographer; and their children, eight-year-old Shira, six-year-old Etan and two-year-old Ari. It was a busy morning. Julie ran a daycare out of her Soho loft at 113 Prince Street in New York City, and she was getting her own kids ready for th…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Hannah Truelove
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27:55On August 24, 2012, a Vietnam veteran who had been staying at the Lake Lanier Club Apartments off Dawsonville Highway in Gainesville, Georgia with his daughter and grandchildren, was taking a walk through the woods behind the complex. The man liked taking nature walks, and he was also following up on a report that he had made to the apartment manag…
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At 1:40 AM on Saturday, September 28, 1974, police got a call about a traffic accident on State Highway 77 in Crittenden County Arkansas, three miles north of the Lake David Overpass. When they got there they found a 1964 Chevrolet which was stopped in the southbound lane of the highway. Near the abandoned car in a ditch, they found the body of 35-…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Amanda Tusing (Archive Episode)
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32:41On June 14, 2000, there was a huge storm brewing in northeast Arkansas. It had been raining heavily all day and according to local weather data, tornados had hit. Over 100 trees were downed, power lines were down and homes were destroyed. Twenty year old Amanda Tusing was hanging out with her fiancé, Matt Ervin, at his apartment in Jonesboro. Amand…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Caroline Glachan
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33:45It was around midnight on Sunday August 25, 1996, and 14-year-old Caroline Glachan was out walking on a path by the River Leven in Bonhill, Scotland. She told a friend she was on her way to a date. Caroline's curfew was 2 am. But she never made it home. In the morning, her mother woke up, alarmed. She started calling Caroline’s friends, but no one …
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In the early morning hours of n July 30 1977, Charles Boatwright was hanging out with his cousin Ronnie Lewis at the home of another cousin of theirs Loy Harriman in Wesley, Arkansas. According to police statements, the three cousins stayed up all night, and early in the morning, they decided to go fishing in an area called War Eagle. At around 5 A…
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It was around 7 pm on August 13, 1981, and 36-year-old Carol Morgan was working the till at her corner shop in a town called Leighton Buzzard in the county of Bedfordshire, England. This was a close knit community. Carol owned and ran the shop with her husband, Allen Morgan. Everyone in town knew and loved Carol, who was described by friends and fa…
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Finding Truth In The Darkness & How To Lucid Dream w/ Andrew Holocek #505
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1:57:35What can be illuminated when you explore in the darkness of your subconscious mind, through lucid dreaming or darkness retreats? We get to the heart of mystery in this mind-bending episode with Andrew Holecek, one of the most brilliant and poetic explorers of consciousness I know. We go deep into the transformative crucible of dark retreat—somethin…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Lauren Johansen
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34:13On Monday, December 11, 2023 22-year-old Lauren Johansen and her boyfriend, Bricen Rivers, were on vacation in Nashville and out at a bar. Bricen and Lauren had known each other for years. They had dated on and off since high school and on the surface, seemed happy. But behind the scenes, the relationship was violent. Lauren’s father later told pol…
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Recovering The Lost Knowledge of Our First Nations | Chief Bear Cross, Chase Iron Eyes #504
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1:49:18What wisdom and knowledge is lost within the lineages of our First Nations people? And how can we possibly recover and apply that which has been forgotten? In this never-before podcast with Chief Bear Cross, an active chief in the Wanagi Oyate “Ghost Nation” Lakota Sioux lineage, we hear stories of forgotten knowledge and deep wisdom that will shif…
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On June 27, 2000, Magi Bish drove her 16-year-old daughter, Molly Bish, to her summer lifeguarding job at Comins Pond in Warren, Massachusetts. Molly, the youngest in a close-knit family with her parents Magi and John, sister Heather, and brother John Jr., had started her new job eight days prior. A bright, athletic, and social teen, Molly had just…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Dannarriah Finley
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34:02In the early morning hours of July 4, 2002, 4-year-old Dannarriah Finley was sleeping in her bedroom in her home in Orange, Texas. Orange is the easternmost city in Texas, and it’s right across the border from Louisiana on the Sabine River. It feels like a small town. The population was only about 19,000. Dannarriah lived with her mother, 26-year-o…
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Jealousy, Comedy & Fidelity In A Post-Conventional Relationship | Joshua Draper, Vylana Marcus #504
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2:03:37When I shared the podcast announcing our post-conventional relationship, it ricocheted around the social metaverse, evoking sharp criticism. One potential reason is that the beauty of the lovership between my wife Vylana and Joshua Draper was not properly explicated. For some people, a relationship where there can be more than monogamy is heresy. I…
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Have We Overvalued Autonomy At The Cost of Connection? | William Von Hipple PhD #503
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1:31:01William von Hippel is a professor of psychology and author of The Social Paradox, which explores how the overvaluation of autonomy has led to isolation and alienation, challenging the very essence of human thriving. In this episode, we delve into "The Paradox of Autonomy and Connection" and discover insights into how our evolutionary history has sh…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Barbara Bryan (Archive Episode)
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29:56On Friday, December 12, 1980 at approximately 6:45 in the morning, the Mississippi County Sheriff’s Department got a call about a female body lying on the side of Highway 181, just south of Highway 158. The woman was dressed in a striped red colored dress and velveteen jacket and was five foot five. She weighed around 115 pounds. It wasn’t hard to …
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Dardeen Family Murders
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32:51On November 18, 1987 29-year-old Russell Dardeen, who went by his middle name Keith, did not show up to his 7 a.m. shift at a local water plant. This was very unlike Keith, who lived in a mobile home in the tiny town of Ina, Illinois. The area back then had a population of just 460. He lived with his family: his wife 30-year-old Ruby Elaine, who al…
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On December 17, 2013, 20-year-old Heather Elvis headed out on a first date in Carolina Forest, South Carolina, west of Myrtle Beach in Horry County. Heather grew up in this area, which is known for its beautiful beaches. Her parents and her younger sister described her as a kind fun-loving young woman who had dreams of working in cosmetology. After…
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Life-Changing Therapy: Healing Parts & Revealing Entities | IFS Founder Dr. Richard Schwartz #502
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1:49:23Internal Family Systems, for which Dr. Dick Schwartz is the legendary founder, is undoubtedly the most powerful form of therapy I have ever encountered. Instead of just talking about this type of therapy, you’ll get to witness it in action: demonstrating the efficacy and intricacy of the process in real time. Coming on the heels of the hardest mont…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Connie Townsend Part 2
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29:27On January 7, 1995, 43-year-old Connie Townsend’s home burned to the ground in Brockwell, Arkansas in front of over 20 witnesses. Connie was moving out of her house that day. She had separated from her estranged husband, David Townsend years earlier. David had been staying with his parents, Dale and Ramona, and also with his girlfriend of three yea…
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Who Is Aubrey Marcus Really? Ex Fiancé Sacred Confessional w/ Caitlyn Howe #501
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1:50:08The aftermath of the infamously viral podcast about my post-conventional relationship with my beloved wife Vylana and Alana Beale has been one of the hardest months of my life. It’s forced me to ask deep, penetrating questions about who I am, at the core of my being. The process has been profoundly alchemical, a kind of calcination where all the bu…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Connie Townsend Part 1
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39:32On January 7, 1995, at around 12:50 pm, two women, Monica Jones and her girlfriend Cheryl Edwards were driving down Highway 56 near Brockwell, Arkansas when Cheryl saw smoke coming from a trailer at the residence of 43-year-old Connie Townsend. The two women pulled over and ran up to the trailer to try to help. At around that same time, another wom…
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On June 1, 1987, Theresa Ann Bier was about to go on an adventure… into the woods to look for Bigfoot. Theresa was sixteen years old, and was wrapping up her freshman year at Fresno High in Fresno, California. She was one year behind a lot of her classmates, which wasn’t surprising because she was living in a very abusive environment with her uncle…
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Does The Stuff You “Hate” Turn You On? w/ Carolyn Lovewell | #500
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2:08:31Carolyn Lovewell is not only the world famous author of the book Existential Kink, she matches her psychological prowess with profound magickal knowledge. In this podcast we dive deep on all aspects of shadow work, helping to reveal the hidden turn-on underneath our own repeating negative patterns. With that awareness, using tools like Internal Fam…
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Justin Gaines (Archive Episode)
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42:57It was Thursday night, November 1, 2007, and 18-year-old Justin Gaines was getting ready for a night out with his friends at Wild Bill’s, a club in Duluth, Georgia. Justin was a freshman in college. He had just started at Gainesville State college, which was about an hour away from where his family was. Justin was 5 '11, 210 pounds, with blue eyes …
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Hell and Gone Murder Line: Audrii Cunningham (Archive Episode)
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32:44On February 15, 2024, 11-year-old Audrii Cunningham, a fifth grade student at Creekside Elementary in Livingstone, Texas, never made it to the bus stop. And when she didn’t come home after school, her family knew that something was very wrong. Audrii lived with her dad, and on that property, there was someone else living there: a 42-year-old friend…
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