This channel is dedicated to all those brave fellow 'adult survivors of child sexual abuse'. You are not alone out there, you are believed and supported in finding your voice & handing the shame back to the abusers - where it belongs. Handing the Shame Back is a New Zealand based charity, focused on preventing child sexual abuse through education and supporting adult survivors. Find out more about us and what we do: https://www.handingtheshameback.org Each week, Handing the Shame Back will a ...
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HUSH No More With Dr. Vanessa is a platform to hear Dr. Vanessa and her guests reveal the truth about the HUSH Topics and innovative ways to heal holistically and spiritually. HUSH Topics include sexual assault, child sexual abuse, incest, domestic violence, sex trafficking, sexual harassment, and addiction. Dr. Vanessa Dunn Guyton interviews amazing guests that will help you address your own personal healing journey. You Have A Right To Tell It & Heal!
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Welcome to "Dating Daycare," the ultimate safe space for women navigating the unpredictable world of modern dating. Join hosts Melissa Firpo and Allison Waterman as they dish out candid advice, share hilarious anecdotes, and tackle the toughest dating dilemmas faced by women today. In a dating landscape filled with frogs disguised as princes and a jungle of jerks, Melissa and Allison offer a nurturing haven where women can laugh, learn, and empower each other to find love on their own terms. ...
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Feet of Clay – Confessions of the Cult Sisters – What's it like to live in a Christian cult commune? How the hell do smart people get brainwashed into crazy beliefs and behaviors? Tracey & Sharon share their parallel journeys into and out of Last Days Ministries, led by Christian music super-star Keith Green (and later his wife Melody Green). Plus they interview others who also got out of high-control groups and toxic churches. Arranged marriages? Purity culture virgins? Religious trauma? Su ...
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Welcome to the Dead America Podcast – Your Gateway to Empowerment and Change The Dead America Podcast is more than just a platform for conversation. It’s a beacon of hope, a call to action, and a community dedicated to fostering real and meaningful change. In a world often overshadowed by negativity and destruction, we focus on addressing some of the most challenging issues of our time. Through insightful dialogue, inspiring stories, and practical advice, we aim to uplift and empower the mos ...
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Unfiltered stories of Christian women walking through pain, triumph, and transformation—and how God met them in every moment. Every woman has a story. Not the polished, picture-perfect version we often share, but the real one—marked by heartbreak, healing, struggle, and redemption. Dear Diaries: Her Story is where those stories are told. Hosted by Roserbie Theoc, this podcast is a sacred space where Christian women open up about their journeys, sharing raw, unfiltered testimonies of how God ...
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Jessica Minhas, host and founder of I'll Go First®, dives into the topics and conversations that we want to have but are a little afraid to talk about or aren't sure where to start. Celebrate the stories of courageous overcomers, inspiring mental health champions, and those boldly stepping into taboo spaces and inviting us into a full life. Listen, learn, and heal with people just like us who look adversity in the eye and say, “I will not stand down. I'll go first.”
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Understanding Epigenetics and Chronic Illness with Dr. Brad Montagne
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1:06:40Are you struggling with chronic illness and feeling like conventional medicine isn't giving you answers? In this powerful episode of Dead America Podcast, Ed Watters sits down with Dr. Brad Montagne, functional medicine expert and host of 'Your Health Reclaimed,' to uncover the hidden truths about epigenetics and chronic disease.Dr. Montagne reveal…
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I believe that overthinking is connected to hypervigilance and is part of a post trauma response. For many survivors, overthinking became second nature, as you had no control over what was happening to you, and you began to think about, plan and replay events endlessly in your head. Simply because your survival depended on it. Question: Does it sti…
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Dating Culture Breakdown Why Are We All So Confused?
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37:12Welcome to our conversation with the host of the Wellness for Dating Culture, by Anna Yoo—former educator, two-time pageant winner, and passionate advocate for emotional wellness in relationships. In this podcast, Anna dives into the real reasons dating feels so complicated today. Why is it so hard to find a “good person,” let alone “the right one”…
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Keith Williams Survivor Keith was 7 years old when the abuse began by an older brother, this went on till he was 12 years of age, at which point Keith believes he aged out. The coercive control and manipulation was powerful and ensured Keith never spoke out. He finally found his voice during Covid in 2021. HELP NZ Sexual Harm Helpline, 0800 044 334…
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Please reach out to [email protected], we want to help you! If you have questions, we may have some answers, each month we provide a Q&A forum for you to help educate and inform. This month’s Q&A has a range of questions including: How do I help my kids identify who a ‘safe adult’ is? For this and more, have a watch of this short ed…
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From Rock Bottom to Becoming Better a Story of Survival and Growth
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34:21Perseverance, Healing, and Becoming a Better Man About this episode/series: This podcast series is an honest, unfiltered journey through poverty, addiction, abuse, job loss, family breakup, and the brink of suicide, into choices that lead to recovery, growth, and purpose. The first 25 episodes chronicle my life’s downs and ups and share the hard le…
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Do you ever find yourself overthinking and wondering why you do it? This can stem from anxiety, fear, and even feelings of not being seen, heard or understood. This was because during the time the abuse occurred, you had no way of overcoming what was happening to you. Instead of having healthy adaptive techniques you developed unhealthy maladaptive…
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Barbara Bowman on Grief and Funeral Etiquette
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48:13In this insightful episode of the Dead America Podcast host Ed Watters speaks with Barbara Bowman author of What Not To Do at Funerals about practical funeral etiquette and compassionate ways to support grieving families. Barbara breaks down the most common faux pas at funerals and explains how simple thoughtful actions can make a profound differen…
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Malisa Hepner healing trauma through inner work
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37:03In this powerful episode of the Dead America Podcast, host Ed Watters sits down with Malisa Hepner—author, speaker, podcast host, and licensed clinical social worker—to explore her transformative journey from trauma to healing.Malisa opens up about her childhood marked by neglect and abuse, sharing how she overcame profound emotional darkness to di…
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Tigrilla Gardenia Healing with Natures Wisdom
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44:24In this enlightening episode of the Dead America Podcast, host Ed Watters welcomes Tigrilla Gardenia—plant advocate, founder of the Naturally Conscious Community, and host of the Reconnect with Plants Wisdom Podcast. Together, they explore the healing power of plants and the profound connection between humans and nature.Tigrilla shares her transfor…
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For most of us possibilities are not something we ever seriously consider. We tend to live with thoughts of things not working out for us as opposed to the opposite: things working out well. Did you know that if you think you can or think you can't, either way you are right? There is so much potential that lies within all of us that is largely unta…
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PART 2 - Why Abuse Victims Stay: The Psychology Behind Domestic Violence w/ Jennifer Capezza
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54:46Send us a text Why do victims stay in abusive relationships? It's a question that perplexes many, often leading to judgment rather than understanding. In this powerful follow-up conversation with domestic violence expert Jennifer Capezza, we pull back the curtain on the complex web of emotional, financial, and safety factors that trap victims in da…
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We want to help you! If you have questions, we may have some answers, each month we provide a Q&A forum for you to help educate and inform. This month’s Q&A has a range of questions including: how to support Survivors as a partner or spouse? What if I say the wrong thing? For this and more, have a watch of this short educational video, and learn so…
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Julie Barth Grief Trauma and Women's Empowerment
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42:36In this deeply moving episode of the Dead America Podcast, host Ed Watters speaks with Julie Barth—author, mother of six, and founder of the nonprofit Colin James Barth Outreach. Julie shares her powerful journey through grief and trauma, including the heartbreaking loss of her husband and the challenges of raising a special needs child. Her story …
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Meet Kieron Survivor. Educator. CEO and Founder of Speak It Out Kieron was 6 years old when the abuse began and was to continue until he was 17 years of age. This was perpetrated by someone close to him who he trusted and never thought would harm him. This was someone 4 years older than him. To find out more about Speak It Out, go to: https://www.s…
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Part 1 - Special Guest Jennifer Capezza: "Why It's Hard For Victims of Domestic Violence To Leave"
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31:33Send us a text Why don't domestic violence victims "just leave"? This question reveals a profound misunderstanding of the invisible prison that is an abusive relationship. Jennifer Capezza from LI Against Domestic Violence returns to guide us through the complex web of barriers that keep victims trapped, often for years or decades. The conversation…
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Susan Snow from Tragedy to Resilience and Healing
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50:08In this deeply moving episode of the Dead America Podcast, host Ed Watters speaks with Susan Snow—trauma resilience coach, speaker, and author—about her powerful journey from personal tragedy to emotional healing and advocacy.Susan recounts the devastating night in 1985 when her father, LAPD Detective Thomas C. Williams, was killed in the line of d…
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The Mind Dissociates There is confusion around why this happens, but put simply the mind leaves when the body can’t. For survivors of child sexual abuse that is a blessing. But what if years later, as an adult, you are still quite dissociative? What if you are struggling to stay present? Can anything be done to help this? Yes it can, and Gloria sho…
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Kid-Free Love: When Dating a Parent Challenges Your Boundaries
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9:10Send us a text Ever drawn a firm line in your dating life only to erase it for someone "special"? This episode dives deep into the heart-wrenching dilemma of a woman who always knew she didn't want children in her life – until she fell head over heels for a devoted father of two. We explore the raw reality of what happens when we compromise on our …
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Lawrence Harris From Trauma to Empowerment
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43:48In this inspiring episode of the Dead America Podcast, host Ed Watters sits down with Lawrence Harris—youth empowerment speaker, author, and trauma survivor—for a powerful conversation about resilience, healing, and personal transformation.Lawrence began his journey at just fifteen years old, navigating the aftermath of childhood abuse and complex …
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Meet Isabella Grosso Survivor. Dancer. Author She was abused from the age of 5 years by family friends and neighbours. She told her Dad, but nothing stopped after that. She could see the fear and sadness in his eyes so never spoke out again until she was in her 20’s. She felt her parents didn't want to know, and that her mother was also abused as a…
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The Fishbowl: Navigating a Relationship Where You Feel Invisible
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10:26Send us a text Have you ever felt invisible in your own relationship? That gnawing feeling that your partner reserves all their kindness and attention for others while you're left wondering what happened to the person who once made you feel special? In this raw and honest fishbowl session, we dive deep into a question that resonates with anyone who…
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Do you ever find yourself struggling to let go of a situation? Do you ever find yourself uncomfortable with not having control or insight into what happens next? If the answer is yes, you stand in good company. Many survivors experience just that, and it is more common than you think. It makes sense, as being abused as children you didn’t have any …
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We want to help you! If you have questions, we may have some answers, each month we provide a Q&A forum for you to help educate and inform. This month’s Q&A has a range of questions including: how to approach schools who are posting children's pictures on Facebook? For this and more, have a watch of this short educational video, and learn something…
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Boundaries, Exes, and the Courage to Walk Away
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12:17Send us a text Ever feel like you're dating a toddler instead of an adult? That's why we created Dating Daycare—to help you navigate through the jungle of jerks who simply refuse to grow up. This week, I'm diving solo into a fishbowl question that will have you nodding in recognition or thanking your lucky stars. A listener shares her five-year nig…
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Meet Lee Cooper Survivor. Advocate. Photographer He was abused between 11-13 by a family member. He told no-one until he turned 31 years of age, and that was to his girlfriend. He believes that perpetrators know that disclosure is like a nuclear bomb going off which is why they so confidently operate under the cover of silence. HELP NZ Sexual Harm …
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When Your Partner Stops Caring: Reading the Red Flags in Relationships
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10:29Send us a text Boundaries are the foundation of any healthy relationship, yet so many of us struggle to establish and maintain them. This raw, unfiltered episode tackles a heartbreaking question from a listener whose boyfriend has completely stopped showing interest in her wellbeing - he no longer asks how she's doing, doesn't send thoughtful messa…
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Tips for Survivors: Using Instinct to Let Go
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6:24Having a quiet time where you can connect in with your inner wisdom, will give you the answers you need. Your higher self is always at play, but you can only truly let go when you trust your instinct. The easiest and most effective way is through the following gateway: Go within. It may feel odd, and contrary to what you are told… as in look outsid…
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NZ Police Share the Global Hand Sign Message in Te Reo Māori
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0:59We are fortunate to have a member of NZ Police share the Global Hand Sign message in Te Reo. Please share far and wide so all who need to can see the hand sign and hear it. The more people that see this, the more children we can save. For more information, visit: ✅ Global Hand Sign: handingtheshameback.org/global-hand-sign ✅ Global Hand Sign Respon…
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Breaking Up When Nothing's Wrong: Navigating Relationship Crossroads
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8:37Send us a text Ever struggled with ending a relationship when the person hasn't done anything wrong? Or wondered about the ethics surrounding affairs and who deserves blame? Our latest fishbowl episode tackles these uncomfortable dating topics with candid conversation and practical advice. First, we address a listener who feels guilty about breakin…
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Tywanah Evette Turning Trauma into Empowerment
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38:50In this powerful episode of the Dead America Podcast, host Ed Watters sits down with Tywanah Evette—spiritual strategist, trauma recovery facilitator, and bestselling author—to explore her transformative journey from personal trauma to public advocacy and healing.Tywanah bravely recounts her early experiences of abuse and the profound emotional tol…
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Meet Debbra Blosnich Survivor. Author. Transformational Life Coach Between the ages of 6 - 18 she was abused by her father, with him telling her you can’t get pregnant, I’ve been fixed. She was 12 at the time. At the age of 9 her mother asked her if her father ‘did’ things to her, with Debbra not answering the question fully as she didn't know how …
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When He Says You're the Love of His Life But Dates Someone Else
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11:57Send us a text Ever been told you're "the love of someone's life" while watching them build a future with someone else? Our latest Fishbowl episode unpacks this painful contradiction alongside another heartbreaking scenario: a husband of 13 years abandoning his wife and children without financial support. The first question comes from a woman who s…
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Breaking Free from Narcissistic Abuse Kimber Fosters Journey to Healing
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32:03In this compelling episode of the Dead America Podcast, host Ed Watters sits down with Kimber Foster, author of Year of Thorns and The Divorce Checklist, to explore the realities of surviving and thriving after narcissistic abuse. Kimber opens up about her harrowing 30-year journey within a toxic relationship and the transformational process of bre…
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Guest Host Dr James Perdue, Professor of Perseverance
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55:20Dr. James Perdue, Professor of Perseverance, shares other people’s stories of life tragedies of accepting adversities, begin battling, and conquer challenges to not only survive difficulties but also thrive in life so you can be prepared to persevere in life’s struggles. Professor of Perseverance Podcast will inspire you to face challenges head on …
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Most of us would rather not revisit the past. It was traumatic, frightening, and understandably triggering. But what if I told you that how you approach your past could make all the difference? What if, by gently reflecting, you could make sense of it and gather some valuable insights about the child you were, and the adult you’ve become as a resul…
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The Ex-Files: Chronicles of a Child Support Dodger
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11:49Send us a text Ever had an ex who turned simple co-parenting requests into emotional warfare? You're not alone. Welcome back to a fresh season of Dating Daycare, where we're kicking things off with our listener-favorite "Dick of the Week" segment. This time, we're unpacking a story that perfectly captures the frustration of co-parenting with someon…
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Conscious Co Creation with DeBorah Bellony
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1:11:03In this transformative episode of the Dead America Podcast, host Ed Watters welcomes DeBorah Bellony—founder of WHO I Am Communications, astrologer, author, and conscious co-creation coach—for an enlightening conversation on self-discovery and spiritual growth.DeBorah takes us through her fascinating journey, beginning with a basketball scholarship…
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Meet Marvin Hitchman Survivor. Author. A fighter who wants to make more people aware of child sexual abuse. He was also born in prison. When he was adopted out, he never bonded with his adoptive father, and found himself feeling isolated. He took refuge outside the home, and it was there he was preyed upon. His abuser sexually abused from the age o…
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This month’s Q&A has a range of questions including: Why use the hand sign when it's for everyone else to use? Do survivors of child sexual abuse more likely to go on and abuse children? For these answers and more, have a watch of this short educational video, and learn something you may not have known. We all know once you know something, you can’…
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Navigating Menopause, Libido, and Hormone Therapy with Dr. Frank Albano
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45:47Send us a text Have you ever noticed the stark difference between how men's and women's hormone issues are addressed by the medical community? Our eye-opening conversation with endocrinologist Dr. Frank Albano pulls back the curtain on hormone replacement therapy and the striking gender disparities in sexual healthcare. Women approaching menopause …
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Bob Wischer-Becoming Better Men Through Relationships
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42:29Join Ed Watters on the Dead America Podcast for an empowering conversation with Bob Wischer, relationship engineer and founder of the Men Becoming Better Men group. In this episode, Bob shares his personal journey from a difficult first marriage to building a transformative coaching program dedicated to helping men strengthen relationships, build t…
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The role guilt plays in sexual abuse as a child is varied. Please note, that without exception; if you are a survivor of this trauma, you were undoubtedly groomed, manipulated and often bullied into being complicit. However it manifested, you would have felt guilt. As an adult looking back, although you understand this, sometimes the guilt feels to…
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Emotional Healing and Relationships Dr. Dean and HollyKem
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50:54Step into an emotionally powerful conversation on the Dead America Podcast with host Ed Watters as he speaks with Dr. Dean and HollyKem Sunseri—authors of A Roadmap to the Soul and creators of the Transform You coaching program. This episode explores emotional intelligence, relationship healing, and the spiritual foundations that foster personal an…
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Join Dr. Vanessa Dunn Guyton and Dr. Juanita Britt McDonald of Re-Discover Me, as they discuss the Diddy case and the effects on Victims coming forward! Did the justice system fail Victims? Do you think Diddy should be free? We want to hear your opinion! #hushnomore #hushnomorewithdrvanessa #ReDiscoverMe #diddy #advocacy #ctrmedianetwork…
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Meet Ciara Redmond Survivor of serial predator and serial rapist. Raises awareness. Ciara was raised in a family where once her younger brother had cancer the focus needed to be on him. This resulted in her being left alone and vulnerable at times. She was then targeted by a predator and physically and sexually abused from the age of 14. Her story …
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Send us a text Ever had a potential partner vanish with the "I'm too busy" excuse? You're not alone. In this candid fishbowl session, we dive deep into a listener's experience with a Hinge match who, after just three dates in a month, pulled the classic "right person, wrong time" card. While he claimed his busy work schedule was the culprit, we unp…
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052 - We Confess Tracey Needs a Break... and Announce an Unholy Alliance
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1:00:01Send us a text https://www.instagram.com/feetofclay.cultsisters https://feetofclayconfessionsofthecultsisters.buzzsprout.com We love acronyms -- and we aren't afraid to use them! Here are some common ones that we might forget to explain: LDM - Last Days Ministries (organization) ICT - Intensive Christian Training School (at LDM) YWAM - Youth With A…
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From Trauma to Wholeness Randy Pitkins Journey
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48:00In this powerful episode of the Dead America Podcast, host Ed Watters sits down with Randy Pitkin, author of Restored, for a profoundly honest conversation about trauma, healing, and inner transformation. Randy opens up about his deeply painful childhood—marked by abuse, abandonment, and molestation—and how those early wounds shaped a path of rage,…
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