Still A Part of Us is a place where moms and dads can share the birth story of their child who was stillborn or who died in infancy. #stillmychild #pregnancyloss #stillbirth #infantloss #SIDS
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Stillborn Podcasts
Two dads discussing baby loss, coping with life, and working their way through grief. Liam and Matt found there was no support for dads to help them process their grief, prepare for what was to come next, and help them to support their partners. So, they teamed up to create this podcast which provides the tools to help bereaved dads on their journey after losing a child. If you would like to contact us you can do so via our social media pages (@dadstillstanding) or email dadstillstandingpodc ...
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This is where we say the things we can't say anywhere else to anyone else. Join certified life coach and stillbirth mom Jennifer Senn as she shares stories and has conversations about what life is like after suffering the loss of your baby and of the future you dreamed of before you heard those awful four words. Grief lasts a lifetime but you don't have to struggle with guilt, fear, and the isolation that is so common for loss moms. Navigating Baby Loss will give you inspiration and hope fro ...
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Welcome to The Still Hopeful Podcast, where we talk about the twists and turns of pregnancy after loss and the highs and lows of life postpartum. I’m Serena, a mom who knows this journey firsthand. My first baby, my sweet Christopher, was stillborn at full term, and now I hold my precious baby girl, Veronica, in my arms. Christopher’s loss, the uncertainty of pregnancy afterward, and the joy of welcoming Veronica home are all parts of my story. I created this podcast to share my experience a ...
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The Silent Footprints | Stillbirth, Miscarriage, SIDS, Stigma, Baby Loss, Grief, SHINE for Autumn Act, Advocate, Legislation, Infant Loss, Pregnancy Loss, Maternity
Lisa Rowell
Have you lost a baby to miscarriage, stillbirth, or SIDS? Do you feel like no one understands the depth of your grief? Maybe you’re angry, bitter, depressed—or drowning in a sea of emotions that feel impossible to name, let alone explain. Perhaps you’ve heard well-meaning but hurtful comments or received advice that made you feel even more isolated. You might be wondering, Where is God in all of this? Or why our country hasn’t done more to prevent stillbirths and support grieving families. Y ...
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Loved and Not Forgotten is a Christian podcast that will bring hope and encouragement for women who’ve been there. Listen in each week as woman share their stories about miscarriage, infertility, stillborn, complications during pregnancy, and how God worked through that difficult time. In addition to those topics, you will also hear inspiring stories of the blessings of adoption, and the miracle of rainbow babies. Listeners will also hear ways as to how to encourage other woman walking this ...
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NIGHTMARE MAGAZINE - Horror and Dark Fantasy Story Podcast (Audiobook | Short Stories)
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Edited by Wendy N. Wagner, NIGHTMARE is a critically-acclaimed digital magazine of horror and dark fantasy. In its pages, you will find all kinds of horror and dark fantasy, from zombie stories and haunted house tales, to visceral psychological horror. Every month NIGHTMARE will bring you a mix of original short stories and flash fiction, and featuring a variety of authors: from the bestsellers and award-winners you already know to the best new voices you haven't heard of yet. When you read ...
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Bereaved Motherhood and all it Entails. Hi my name is Mackenzie and my firstborn son, Maverick John, was stillborn October 5th, 2019 at 39 weeks 2 days. I am passionate about our babies gone too soon regardless if SIDS, Stillbirth, or something else took them. This is a podcast walking through the journey of bereaved motherhood. It is designed to be a support to you wonderful mommas and provide a safe community where the hard often taboo topics are discussed. We also seek to raise awareness ...
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Welcome to Evolving Waves, where we dive deep into the transformative journeys of individuals who have weathered life’s toughest storms and emerged stronger on the other side. Join us as we explore stories of resilience, growth, and triumph in the realms of business, health, finances, and relationships. Through candid conversations and insightful reflections, our guests share the lessons they’ve learned from adversity and how those lessons have paved the way for remarkable success. Tune in t ...
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disorientated & dizzy with the spins, on this slippery deck no exit off this pirate ship, lost my way & my balance I’m starting to slip, plot is starting to twist resolve is starting to give, woke up in confusion been in delusion ever since, riddle’s not solved at all what kind of game are we in, what’s going on what memo didn’t I get, how’d I get involved at all in all of this, & how’s it that this led to us ending up in the middle of all this? Out in the cold looking for something or someo ...
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74 | Leaning Into God: Daniel’s Legacy and a Mission of Hope with Ashley Waters
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44:25Send us a text In today’s episode, Ashley Waters bravely steps out of her comfort zone to share the deeply personal story of her son, Daniel. Daniel was Ashley’s second child — a little boy eagerly anticipated and expected to arrive in April 2023. But just one week before his due date, during a routine appointment, Ashley and her family received de…
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Send Jen a Text Message It’s Christmas Day. And whether you celebrate or not, this day has a weight to it that’s impossible to ignore. The quiet feels louder. The joy around you feels sharper. And the absence of your baby feels overwhelming. Today’s episode is not about fixing your grief or making today feel “okay.” It’s about sitting with you in i…
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Episode 51: In honour of Autumn's Second Heavenly Birthday
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56:41We couldn't get through this episode without crying. Sonia speaks about her baby girl, Autumn so beautifully and with so much love. Her sweet girl was stillborn at 32 weeks after battling three years of infertility. We talk about the moment she learned the heartbreaking news and the birth of her sweet daughter. "I can't live in a world where I can'…
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"Blacula" by P.C. Verrone + "Shahmeran" by Leyla Hamedi
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21:15This episode features "Blacula" by P.C. Verrone (©2025 by P.C. Verrone) read by Mirron Willis, and "Shahmeran" by Leyla Hamedi (©2025 by Leyla Hamedi) read by Justine Eyre. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoicesBy Adamant Press
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73 | Born of Mary: The Promised Messiah for All
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24:04Send us a text This Christmas, we reflect on Luke 2:1–20 and the miraculous story of Jesus’ birth. Join us online on Christmas Eve as Pastor Dan Gillman from Calvary Chapel Shreveport shares a powerful message filled with hope, truth, and encouragement. The holidays can be incredibly hard, especially for those walking through grief and loss. This m…
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It’s (almost) Chrrriiiiiistmas!! The dads are here for another festive edition of the podcast. Trying to cover the highs and the lows, the merriment and the sorrow. But overall delving deep into the reminders of a time of year that stirs many emotions for people. If you get past the first 15 minutes of the dads having a bitch and a moan about the e…
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What Has Helped Me During The Holiday Season | Advice From A Loss Parent
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8:10Lee goes over somethings that has helped him navigate the holiday season after the passing of his son Brannan. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'…
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124: How to Cope When Family Doesn’t Get Your Grief
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15:20Send Jen a Text Message The holidays can bring so many mixed emotions after the loss of a baby. While everyone else is decking the halls and expecting you to be “back to normal,” you might be wondering how to get through one more day pretending to be okay. In this episode, I’m sharing what to do when the people you love — your partner, your family,…
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Episode 50: Hope and Healing with Emmy
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1:07:55What a special episode I have for you today with Emmy! We talk all things related to pregnancy after loss. Emmy is currently in her third trimester with her baby boy after the full-term stillbirth of her sweet daughter, Layla, in 2022. We discuss: -Layla's stillbirth -"visiting" the sad moments, but refusing to "stay" there -feeling God's presence …
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72 | Before the Manger: Mary’s Pregnancy and the Love of God
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16:32Send us a text Today, Lisa Rowell reflects on Luke 1 and the deep, overwhelming love God has for us. She shares how the Christmas story can feel very different after the loss of a baby—how familiar verses take on new meaning when viewed through the lens of grief. In this episode, Lisa talks about the birth of Jesus and how much God loves us as He w…
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I Was So Hopeful When He Was In The NICU | A Father's Story Of Loss
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13:46Aaron talks with Lee about his son Anakin and who the last couple of years has been since the passing of Anakin at 8 day old. Aaron talks about finding a good therapist who has help him to understand the emotions and the grief that he is feeling. Aaron also talks about the Sad Dads Club (https://saddadsclub.org/) and how they have helped him to fee…
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123: Jealousy at Holiday Gatherings After Baby Loss
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13:57Send Jen a Text Message If you’ve ever sat in a room full of babies and felt invisible, jealous, or furious that everyone else seems to have what you lost, this episode is for you. I’m sharing real, raw stories from my own life and from my clients about what it's like to be surrounded by baby joy while you're carrying baby grief—especially around t…
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"Review: When the Baby Sleeps" by Lyndsie Manusos + "The Short History of a Long Forgotten Ill-Fated Telenovela" by Dante Luiz
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44:01This episode features "Review: When the Baby Sleeps" by Lyndsie Manusos (©2025 by Lyndsie Manusos) read by Justine Eyre, and "The Short History of a Long Forgotten Ill-Fated Telenovela" by Dante Luiz (©2025 by Dante Luiz) read by Roxanne Hernandez. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices…
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71 | Using Your Voice for Impact: Stillbirth Advocacy with Nina Doherty
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52:18Send us a text Three years ago, I met Nina Doherty in Washington, D.C., where we were both advocating for the SHINE for Autumn Act and the Stillbirth Prevention Act. Today, Nina opens up about the heartbreaking loss of her grandbaby, Stella Joy — a tragedy that brought a double portion of grief as she mourned both her grandchild and the pain her da…
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Hi everyone! I'm back from a two month break so let's call this season 3 of the podcast now. This episode is about going back to work after having my rainbow baby girl. I've navigated returning to work after my leave from Christopher's stillbirth and it was absolutely heart-wrenching. Going back to work when I should have had to plan out childcare …
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In My House He Will Always Be Remembered | A Father's Story Of Loss
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55:55Aaron and Lee talk about little Anakin, who passed at 7 days due to a virus. Aaron talks about how Anakin was born early and spent time in the NICU, but contracted an unknown virus and quickly became unresponsive. Aaron talks about how he and his wife had to make the final decision to stop life extending measure and how they held him till the end. …
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122:How to Get Through December When it's Nothing Like You Imagined
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14:14Send Jen a Text Message The holidays are supposed to be magical, full of joy, family, and new traditions. But what happens when everything feels off—when all you feel is the gaping hole of what’s missing? In this episode, I’m getting real about the pressure of the holiday season and how it can feel like the rest of the world is celebrating while yo…
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70 | Hope for the Holidays: Encouragement for the Grieving Heart
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26:20Send us a text In today’s episode, Lisa Rowell offers heartfelt encouragement for anyone navigating grief during the holiday season. Whether your loss is recent or many years have passed, the holidays can stir deep emotions. Lisa shares simple, compassionate suggestions to help you cope, create space for your feelings, and care for yourself during …
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This episode we chat to Andy Parsons, who apart from being a top bloke also happens to be married to British #NationalTreasure Becky Adlington. In the episode Matt, Liam and Andy discuss all things baby loss including how the couple grieved after suffering multiple miscarriages; Andy's own journey with grief and being a spokesperson as a bereaved f…
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"Futakuchi onna speaks of the Kamaitachi" by Betsy Aoki + "Bleed For Me, Bro" by Sharang Biswas
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36:32This episode features "Futakuchi onna speaks of the Kamaitachi" by Betsy Aoki (©2025 by Besty Aoki) read by Roxanne Hernandez, and "Bleed For Me, Bro" by Sharang Biswas (©2025 by Sharang Biswas) read by Stefan Rudnicki. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoicesBy Adamant Press
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69 | A Full-Circle Moment: Becoming a Voice for Children in Foster Care with Bersheika Player-Harris
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31:40Send us a text In this episode, I share a deeply meaningful moment—watching a longtime friend of mine, Robin Kent, officially be sworn in as a CASA worker. As a former foster child who once had my own CASA advocate, a kind woman from England named Mrs. Shirley Williams, this experience felt incredibly full-circle. During the ceremony, I also met my…
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I Became Their Advocate | An Aunts Story Of Stillbirth
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1:49:26Hailey comes on and talks with Winter about her nephew Declan, who was stillborn at 36 weeks, and the pain that the whole family has gone through with his passing. This is a unique perspective that shows that our little children are greatly loved by more than just mom and dad. Hailey talks about how she and her sister are best friends and that the …
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68 | A Mother’s Instinct: Kerri Aronson’s Story of Loss and Purpose
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49:30Send us a text I first met Dr. Kerri Aronson in 2024 when she was pregnant and advocating in Washington, D.C. — like so many of us there, determined to get the attention of our legislators and bring awareness to the heartbreak of preventable stillbirth. Our hope was simple: to show why bills like the SHINE for Autumn Act (H.R. 5469/S. 2858) are so …
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Transformational Coach Talks About Hypnosis, Gaslighting, and More!
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37:04On today's episode of Evolving Waves, Jonathan Boncek is back to discuss a number of life-changing techniques, including hypnosis. He elaborates on what it can and can't do, and separates the myths from the reality. Additionally, he discusses gaslighting, and how it's so poisonous to our society.By Stingray Branding
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I Didn't Want To Say The Obvious Out loud | A Father's Story Of Stillbirth
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1:15:34Lee speaks with Ben about his beautiful daughter Nora, who was stillborn at 38 weeks due to a funic presentation cord prolapse. Ben talks about how excited they were to have another baby and how their living daughter was so excited to become an older sister. Ben talks about the time leading up to the moment they get the terrible news that their Nor…
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"Primordium" by Erica Ruppert + "Make of Your Chest a Place for Birds" by James L. Sutter
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43:28This episode features "Primordium" by Erica Ruppert (©2025 by Erica Ruppert) read by Stefan Rudnicki, and "Make of Your Chest a Place for Birds" by James L. Sutter (©2025 by James L. Sutter) read by Scott Peterson. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoicesBy Adamant Press
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121: Creating a Life Bigger Than Grief with Melissa Hull
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49:56Send Jen a Text Message I sit down with grief educator and author Melissa Hull, who shares the unimaginable story of losing her 4-year-old son, Drew, in a tragic accident. Melissa takes us back to that devastating day and opens up about the shame, guilt, and heartbreak that followed. Through her story, she shows us how grief can become a catalyst f…
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67 | Beyond the Crown: Brianna Sistrunk Mrs. Alabama America’s Mission to Bring Hope After Loss
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41:10Send us a text Brianna Sistrunk, Mrs. Alabama America 2025, is the perfect example of beauty, strength, and purpose. At first glance, you might assume her journey has been easy—but behind the crown is a story of unimaginable loss and unwavering faith. In 2015, Brianna faced the heartbreak of losing her daughter, Madison Reign, who was born still at…
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Don't Be Apologetic About Your Grief | Advice From A Mother Of Stillbirth
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37:01Winter talks with Heather about her daughter Nora who was stillborn at 38 weeks due to a funic presentation cord prolapse. Heather talks about finally giving permission to herself to stop blaming herself. Heather also talks about fining outlets to put the love that she has but doesn't have a place for. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to…
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120: The Hidden Cost of Faking You're Okay
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14:55Send Jen a Text Message We say "I'm fine" because it feels easier than explaining the truth. But what happens when you're not okay—and you keep pretending that you are? In this episode, I’m talking about what it really costs us when we hide our pain, especially around the holidays, and how we can start being more honest about what grief really look…
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66 | Held in Hope: Bringing Dignity to Early Pregnancy Loss with Kenzi Covarrubias
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31:57Send us a text Finally, more organizations are beginning to acknowledge the deep pain and grief families experience when they lose a baby within the first three months of pregnancy. Since launching the Juliana Grace Ministry, I’ve heard countless stories from mothers who feel isolated after a miscarriage—a word I absolutely hate. Too often, doctors…
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She Was Cremated Because We Want Her Here With Us | A Mother's Stillbirth Story
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54:16Winter talks with Heather about the the birth of her daughter Nora, who was stillborn at 38 weeks due to an umbilical cord accident. Heather talks about how everything was going along so well until right before she was to be induced. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all …
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"The Versions of Yourself That You're Better Off Without" by Aimee Ogden + "Body? Glass" by Osahon Ize-Iyamu
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51:28This episode features "The Versions of Yourself That You're Better Off Without" by Aimee Ogden (©2025 by Aimee Ogden) read by Susan Hanfield, and "Body? Glass" by Osahon Ize-Iyamu (©2025 by Osahon Ize-Iyamu) read by Mirron Willis. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoicesBy Adamant Press
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65 | Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month | Senator John Kennedy
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14:16Send us a text As we close out the month of October—an especially meaningful time as it marks Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month—I want to take a moment to share a few words of encouragement and some exciting news from Senator Kennedy’s office. After attending the Wave of Light event hosted by my friend Samantha at LSU St. Mary’s Hospital, I…
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I Have Happy Moments Because Of Her | Advice From A Mother Of Stillbirth
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36:37Joy and Winter talk about what has helped since the stillbirth of Lila, who was stillborn at 20 weeks due to a placental previa. Joy talks about how her family, especially her son, will include. Lila in everything they do as a family. Joy also talks about how she will always live with both happiness and sadness in everything she does, and that's ok…
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119: When IVF Doesn’t Work: Grieving the Loss of Hope
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27:00Send Jen a Text Message There are many ways to lose a baby, and today’s guest Sarah Osborne shares a rarely-talked-about story of IVF loss—and what it was like to go from a mom of three teenagers to deciding to start over again. As a seasoned doula with years of experience supporting others through pregnancy, birth, and loss, Sarah found herself on…
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Episode 20: Jonathan Boncek overcame childhood bullying to become a transformation coach
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47:30On this episode of Evolving Waves, Jonathan Boncek details a wild ride through his life that brought him to where he stands today. A business failure taught him how to love people for who they are. Thankfully, he survived that business failure. But even more importantly, Jonathan's childhood experiences of being bullied helped him to understand tha…
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64 | When Grief Finds Purpose: Jen Rogalski's Story and Empty Arms Bereavement Support
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58:45Send us a text I first met Jen at a celebration dinner in Washington, D.C. Her joyful spirit immediately stood out—but like so many of us, her advocacy for Stillbirth Awareness comes from a deeply personal place. In April 2023, Jen lost her son at 37 weeks and 5 days gestation. Feeling isolated in her grief, she turned to Google and discovered Empt…
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Hearing Her Name Really Comforted My Heart | A Mother's Stillbirth Story
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1:18:54Winter has a wonderful conversation with Joy about the stillbirth of her daughter Lila, who passed due to a placental previa at 20 weeks. Joy talks about having to deliver at home because it was such a sudden event. Joy also talks about how there were so many decisions that were needed to be made yet not feeling like she knew how to continue on in …
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When you first lose your baby, it can feel impossible to imagine a time when grief won’t dominate every waking moment. The early days are often raw, overwhelming, and full of uncertainty about how life will ever feel bearable again. In this episode, Matt and Liam take a step back and reflect on their own journeys of grief. They talk openly about ho…
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118: Guilt, Grief, and the 3AM Thought Spiral
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25:14Send Jen a Text Message In this second episode of the "Breaking the Silence of Stillbirth Guilt" series, I'm sharing something I struggled with deeply myself—those relentless 3:00 AM thoughts that make you feel like it's all your fault. If you ever find yourself retracing every moment of your pregnancy looking for what you missed, or blaming yourse…
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"Stillborn" by Shantell Powell + "Courtney Lovecraft's Book of the Dead" by Sam J Miller
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55:22This episode features "Stillborn" by Shantell Powell (©2025 by Shantell Powell) read by Susan Hanfield, and "Courtney Lovecraft's Book of the Dead" by Sam J Miller (©2025 by Sam J Miller) read by Stefan Rudnicki. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoicesBy Adamant Press
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63 | Yes, Miscarriage Is Birth | Pregnancy After Loss Doula with Sarah Lingle
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50:41Send us a text I’ve been following Sarah Lingle on Instagram since 2024, drawn to her faith-filled encouragement for mothers like me who have experienced the loss of a baby. Sarah’s story began while she was already serving as a doula. In January 2021, she faced unimaginable heartbreak when she lost her first baby, lovingly named Peanut. In this ep…
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Would She Have Had Light Brown Eyes Like Mine? | Advice From A Mother Of Stillbirth
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1:00:01Helena and Winter talk about what has helped since the stillbirth of Maila, who passed at 36 weeks due to preeclampsia. Helena talks about how she has been able to bond with her daughter through the use of a spiritual medium and how she has used those techniques to further her connection. Helena also talks about writing books that have helped her i…
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