Narcissist Apocalypse is a Purple Ribbon Award-winning storytelling podcast that amplifies the voices of those who have experienced narcissistic abuse, coercive control, emotional abuse, domestic violence, family relationship abuse, and relationship trauma. Our guests share their stories of abuse survival, providing a source of validation, education, inspiration, and hope for those going through similar experiences. Join us and discover how you, too, can overcome the narcissist apocalypse.
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Sex, Drugs, and Jesus embraces taboo topics and shares stories about surviving the social outskirts. De'Vannon has had a long journey of self-discovery including being kicked out of his church for his sexuality, serving in the military during “Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell,” becoming a drug dealer and convict, contracting HIV and HEP B, being homeless, and ultimately rising from the social outskirts to become a healthy and insightful entrepreneur. Join De'Vannon as he interviews authors, podcasters ...
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Rerelease: Kate & The Destabilizing Narcissistic Abuser | Domestic Violence
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Kate shares her story of dating a destabilizing narcissistic abuser. Kate met her abuser at a musical jam, and they hit it off instantly. The relationship progressed quickly, with Kate finding herself at her abuser's home five days a week. From there, Kate's abuser hijacked her time, manipulating her into s…
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Ella & The Critical Financial Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon interviews Ella about her struggle to escape a critical financial abuser. The episode centers on how, after an initial period of love bombing, Ella lost her sense of stability as her husband's financial control, accusations, and attacks on her parenting left her constantly on edge. Plus, Ella discus…
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Episode #202: Tarot Lessons: The Suit of Wands Pt. 4
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Send us a text INTRODUCTION: In this episode, the host delves into the symbolism and meanings of the Page, Knight, Queen, and King of Wands from the tarot deck. Each card is examined through the lens of fashion, astrology, and spirituality, with a focus on the journey from inspiration to leadership. The discussion includes advice on embracing new e…
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Rerelease: Bay & The Abusive Serial Cheater | Domestic Violence & Narcissist Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Bay talks about her abusive relationship with a serial cheater. At the beginning of Bay's 27-year relationship, her husband said and did everything right. However, once they married, subtle signs of abuse slowly appeared. And like the frog in a boiling pot of water, Bay was being cooked alive, and she didn'…
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Hope & The Grandiose Entitled Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Hope shares her story of marrying a grandiose, entitled abuser. Hope met her future husband at a church event, initially impressed by his charisma. Their relationship quickly progressed, leading to a whirlwind engagement and marriage. But once they were married, Hope’s husband began to control her in every …
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Rerelease: Veronica & The Jealous Controlling Abuser | Domestic Violence
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Veronica shares her tumultuous journey of surviving a coercive relationship that began in her teens and extended into her college years. From the first blush of teenage love to the terrifying descent into verbal abuse and sexual coercion, Veronica's story is an eye-opening account of the devastating effects…
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Episode #201: Tarot Lessons: The Suit of Wands Pt. 3
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Send us a text INTRODUCTION: This video discusses the global identity crisis, particularly among men, and the importance of understanding masculinity. The speaker shares a personal journey of defining masculinity through spiritual means, including prayer and exploring ancestry. Emphasizing the significance of cultural history and individualism, the…
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Jimmy & The Raging Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks to Jimmy about his marriage to a raging abuser. Jimmy grew up in a restrictive society, and due to his sexual orientation, he became a reliable community member to survive. When he arrived in the United States, Jimmy began a relationship with his future abuser and felt seen like he had never f…
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Rerelease: Dakota & The Hero Playing Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissist Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Dakota shares her story of dating a hero playing abuser. After years of battling alcohol addiction, Dakota was finally sober. She was living in a women's home, going to meetings, and taking long bus rides to see her beautiful child. Then one day, the abuser who pretended to be her hero, showed up to her mee…
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Episode #200: Tarot Lessons: The Suit of Wands Pt. 2
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Send us a text INTRODUCTION: In this episode, De’Vannon delves deep into the symbolism of the Three, Four, and Five of Wands tarot cards, drawing parallels between personal spiritual journeys and earthly challenges. They explore themes of embracing new beginnings, spiritual planning and growth, and how to handle conflicts along the journey. The nar…
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Barbie & The Two Abusive Parents | Domestic Violence & Narcissist Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon interviews Barbie about growing up with two abusive parents. Barbie describes the emotional and physical trauma inflicted by her parents, their manipulative gaslighting, and their lack of empathy. She explains her survival strategies, such as overachieving and seeking approval from men. It’s a story…
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Rerelease: Sharon & A Life Full of Trauma | Domestic Abuse & Narcissist Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Sharon shares her life full of trauma. Sharon experienced two traumatic life-altering events by the age of 9. The after effects of these events reverberated throughout her life. Sharon became extremely self-sacrificing, felt that she didn't matter, and feared abandonment. In both of her abusive relationship…
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Episode #199: Tarot Lessons: The Suit of Wands Pt. 1
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Send us a text INTRODUCTION: In this episode of the Sex Drugs and Jesus podcast, De'Vannon Seráphino continues his detailed series on tarot with a deep dive into the suit of wands. He explains the spiritual and practical significance of wands, drawing parallels with fire's catalytic role in both science and spirituality. De’Vannon emphasizes the im…
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Peter, The Physically Abusive Dad, & The Financially Abusive Boyfriend | Domestic Violence
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In this episode of narcissist apocalypse, Brandon talks to Peter about his traumatic experiences being raised by a physically abusive dad, and his abusive romantic relationship with a controlling financial abuser. It’s a story of fear, survival, isolation, control, trauma, physical abuse, sexual abuse, sexual assault, support networks, financial ab…
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Rerelease: Types of Abuse Triangulation - Narcissist Apocalypse Q&A
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon discusses the triangulation tactics of Lundy Bancroft's 9 abuser types and the abusive parent/child triangulation types. Plus he discusses, shame, guilt, fear, gaslighting, manipulation, passive aggression, flying monkeys, victim playing, love bombing, hoovering, and much more. If you want to be a g…
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Episode #198: Netflix Documentary: Apocalypse in the Tropics Review Pt. 2
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Send us a text INTRODUCTION: In this episode of the Sex Drugs and Jesus Podcast, host De'Vannon Seráphino continues his critique of the new Netflix documentary 'Apocalypse in the Tropics' by Petra Costa. In this episode, the speaker passionately critiques the intersection of faith and politics, emphasizing the risks of pastors and preachers using t…
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Pam & The Manipulative Jealous Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Pam shares her experience of being married to a jealous partner. Pam was a rule follower, and her new partner gave her permission to stop following everyone else’s rules, only to manipulate her into following his. And after Pam got pregnant, her life became a roller coaster of abuse that she couldn’t escape…
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Clarity, CPTSD, & The Aftermath of Abuse | Narcissist Apocalypse Q&A With Jody Bauer
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks to Jody Bauer, a divorce coach and consultant, about CPTSD, clarity, body responses to stress, and the complexities of high-conflict divorce cases. To contact Jody Bauer, go to https://www.solidarityconsulting.com If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please …
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Episode #197: Netflix Documentary: Apocalypse in the Tropics Review Pt. 1
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Send us a text INTRODUCTION: In this episode of the Sex Drugs and Jesus Podcast, host De'Vannon Seráphino delves into the new Netflix documentary 'Apocalypse in the Tropics' by Petra Costa. This episode is the first of a two-part series critically examining the documentary's exploration of the influence of evangelical Christianity on far-right poli…
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Amy & The Demanding Hypocritical Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Amy talks about her marriage to an emotionally abusive man with double standards. Initially, Amy found her husband charming and supportive. However, his increasing hostility, demands, know-it-all nature, victim playing, and lack of contribution to household responsibilities began to take their toll. And des…
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Rerelease: Letters To The Narcissist (Volume 6) | Domestic Violence
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon and his old pal Melissa, listen and read letters that our community sent in about domestic violence, narcissistic abuse, emotional abuse, toxic families, betrayal, and more. If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an ema…
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Episode #196: A Warning to the Jewish Community: Idolatry, The Power of Ancestry, The Solitary in Families, Faith Mixing - Pt. 2
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Send us a text INTRODUCTION: In this powerful and heartfelt episode, we delve into the importance of placing cultural and personal identities at the feet of Jesus to avoid idolatry. The discussion emphasizes the importance of prioritizing one’s faith in Jesus Christ above all else, including family, culture, and community. It touches on the challen…
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Sarah S. & The Psychologically Abusive Narcissist | Domestic Violence
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Sarah shares her story about the psychological, sexual, and financial abuse she endured at the hands of her abusive ex. Sarah describes how her partner used 'logic' to manipulate her into compliance, isolation, feeling powerless, and trapped. It's a story of psychological abuse, coercive control, financial …
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Rerelease: Bree & The Narcissistic Coercive Controller | Narcissistic Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Bree shares her story of her abusive relationship. Bree and her family thought she married 'Mr. Perfect', but a week after their honeymoon, the coercive control began. At first, it started with isolation, then financial abuse, putdowns, sexual abuse, infidelity, triangulation, and more. It took a long time …
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Episode #195: Spirit of Antichrist: A Warning to the Jewish Community, Devils Defined, The Power of Ancestry Pt. 1
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Send us a text INTRODUCTION: In this episode of the Sex, Drugs and Jesus podcast, host De'Vannon Seráphino addresses spiritual warnings directed towards Jewish communities, distinguishing between Messianic Jews and other sects. De'Vannon discusses the differences between Christ-centered faith and other religious beliefs, emphasizing the subtle but …
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Lara & The Invalidating Narcissist | Narcissistic Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Lara shares the story of her abusive relationship at sea. Lara met her abuser while working on a cruise ship, where she felt seen and chosen by him. Unfortunately, Lara was being mirrored, and the supportive boyfriend quickly became invalidating and manipulative. It's a story of being chosen, mirroring, fut…
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Rerelease: Jill & The Enmeshed Patriarchal Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissist Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks to Jill, whose husband had the reputation of being the sweetest guy in the world. Every one of their mutual colleagues vouched for him. He was good-looking, intelligent, charismatic, and came from a good family. However, everything changed once they were behind closed doors. It's a story of se…
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THROWBACK: Episode #57: The Transition From Female To Male, The Impact Of Politics/Religion On The Trans Community & The Million Dollar D*ck With Innis Wolf
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Send us a text INTRODUCTION: After living in large cities, I wanted to come back to the Hudson Valley where I grew up. Unfortunately, even after many years, I have found that this area still has a largely unseen queer presence. Without the support of a needed community, and further isolation due to the ongoing health, social and political crises, I…
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Lolly & The Hateful Narcissistic Mother | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Lolly shares her story of being raised by an abusive mother, enduring multiple abusive relationships, and tragically losing her son to suicide. It's a story of emotional neglect, putdowns, people pleasing, caretaking, being good enough, physical abuse, suicide, suicidal ideation, sexual assault, abandonment…
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Rerelease: Saoirse & The Torturous 20-Year Marriage | Domestic Violence
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In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Saoirse shares how she was swept off her feet by her future husband. However, as soon as their first child was born, Saoirse's husband began to employ coercive control tactics. He isolated her from her family, financially abused her, and manipulated Saoirse to believe that everything wrong in the relationsh…
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