Rotten but still a little sweet! Rotten Mango is a true crime + all things spooky podcast. We love doing deep dives into the darkest crimes and we tend to not leave out any details - which can get a little rotten at times. If you want deep dives in the psychology of killers, no holding back storytelling of crimes, and stories of lesser known criminals from around the world this is the place for you. Subscribe to SiriusXM Podcasts+ to listen to new episodes of Rotten Mango ad-free. Start a fr ...
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Imagine if you could ask someone anything you wanted about their finances. On What We Spend, people from across the country and across the financial spectrum are opening their wallets—and their lives—to tell you everything: what they make, what they want, and—for one week—what they spend. If you want to be on What We Spend, we’d love to hear from you. Write us at: [email protected]
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Growing the Leader Within Podcast is about real life, loss and love issues for people who are dealing with grief. There is hope in Jesus Christ and we offer MANY helpful and practical lessons as a guide to those learning how to recover and find a new chapter in life.
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Eslana Lower is an author, speaker, resilience mindset coach, nurse, midwife and mother of 4 who is also navigating life following the tragic loss of her teenage daughter Rylee to suicide because of bullying. Why Mindset Matters is the podcast that explores how resilience, gratitude, and intentional thinking can transform even the most challenging seasons of life. Each episode offers raw conversations, empowering tools, and real-life stories to help you shift your perspective and reclaim you ...
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As someone who cares for sick and dying patients, hospice and palliative care physician Dr. Luyi Kathy Zhang has learned a thing or two about living. The good news is you don’t have to wait until the end or to lose someone you love to get a second chance at the life you truly want. With episodes covering topics like health, relationships, mindset, productivity, business, fulfillment and happiness, you’ll learn how to apply the lessons of the dying before it’s too late so you can create a lif ...
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Dan is a university post doc in the midwest. He’s getting married next spring— and discovering just how expensive weddings really are. To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/privacy-policy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit https://podcastchoices.com/adchoices…
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Manifesting: Why the Setbacks Are Still Part of the Setup
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45:43Send us a text Episode 1 - Manifesting: Why the Setbacks Are Still Part of the Setup In this first episode of Season Two, I dive into one of the biggest shifts that’s transformed my life: learning to say yes, not just to the things that feel easy, but also to the uncertainty, the change, and even the challenges. I’ve come to believe that even when …
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16 Yr Old Boy Caught Hunting Kids On Roblox & Running Biggest Child Torture Cult
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1:29:41July 4th, 2023 a 19 year old guy from Brazil, named Pedro, goes viral. Pedro’s got a bob. He’s also just been arrested for child endangerment and is somehow connected to another group in Brazil that was arrested after planning to attack a Lady Gaga concert. They wanted to go there, kill everyone and perform satanic rituals and sacrifices for everyo…
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A few years ago, Alissa suffered the devastating loss of her husband. In the aftermath, she was left to navigate not just grief, but all the financial questions and decisions that came with his death —finding work, supporting four kids, and the emotional weight of figuring out how to use the money he left behind. If you want to be on What We Spend,…
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Bishop Doug Young suffered the loss of his wife due to medical mistakes that happened. A young father of two children at the time, through the major loss of his wife, uncovered some valuable truths about 'how could God let this happen' in his grief. Then God asks him a question!! His revelation and understanding will enlighten your own journey thro…
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Mom Claims Mystery Man Said “Hola” Before Knocking Her Out & Stealing Baby - BUT No One Saw A Baby
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1:19:57The story was simple. Perhaps, a little too simple. Rebecca says she pulled into the parking lot of the sports store with her 7 month old son, Emmanuel. She went to get him from the back but a creepy man walked up to her, said “hola,” knocked her out, and stole her son. A tragic situation. But what if it never even happened? There are so many quest…
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Charli is a filmmaker living in the Bible Belt. They’re on the brink of a big step in their relationship – moving in together and merging finances. If you want to be on What We Spend, we'd love to hear from you. Write us at [email protected] To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/priv…
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This is a LIVE interview with a qualified Minister who helps churches to understand the preparations that need to be in place for a church in case of the loss of it's Pastor. Minister Gentry Anderson provides wisdom and guidance in this area that would give supportive care to the Pastor's family should he pass away. Every Pastor and his wife, and t…
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Teen Boy Mutilates 2 Girls & Throws One Of Their Heads Into The Street In FRONT Of Her Mom
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1:20:01Ikbal's mother has been trying to get in contact with her daughter for over an hour at this point. Ikbal had been dealing with a stalker for a few years and her family were frantic. One more try. Ikbal’s mother dials for her daughter. Click. Someone picks up the phone, but the response is not from a 19 yo teenage daughter. It’s a low, quiet voice; …
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Speak Life: Rewriting Self-Talk & The Power of Genuine Compliments
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43:03Send us a text Episode 23: Speak Life: Rewriting Self-Talk & The Power of Genuine Compliments In this season finale of Why Mindset Matters, I’m reflecting on the incredible power of words — the ones we speak to ourselves and the ones we share with others. For so long, I lived inside negative self-talk and limiting narratives that kept me small. But…
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Woman Gets FB Message From Old College BF After He Killed His Rapist - This Is Her Response
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2:02:03It will be their first time seeing each other in 20+ years. The last time they saw each other was when they broke up after college. Now, so much has changed. He’s gotten out of prison for killing his childhood abuser. She’s started her own business and moved on with her life. Maybe this is a bad idea. Maybe they have nothing in common anymore. Mayb…
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Jacob just graduated college in Wisconsin — but his degree in computer science might not mean what it used to. Now, he’s struggling to land a full-time job and questioning what comes next. If you want to be on What We Spend, we'd love to hear from you. Write us at [email protected] To learn more about listener data and our privacy practi…
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The Loss of My Teenage Son - My Interview with Melissa Lewellen
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26:44The death of a teenager is a loss that lasts a lifetime to the family. Hear the personal story of the accident that changed everything for his mother and dad, and how to learn to cope with the grief that won't go away. Hear about the death, grief, loss, cope, dying, accidental death, shock of loss, mourning, finding hope, eternal life, destiny and …
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What happened that day in that little house in the woods is not a debate. The evidence is all there. The blood, the wounds, the dead man lying on the floor of the living room. That night while the homeowner was watching TV - Clark Fredericks walked in, slashed at him with a hunting knife, stabbing him all over his chest, before finally slitting his…
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Manifestation in Action - Even When Things Aren't Working Out... They Are ALWAYS Working Out!
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29:55Send us a text Episode 22: Manifestation in Action - Even When Things Aren't Working Out... They Are ALWAYS Working Out! In this episode of the Why Mindset Matters podcast, I share my own journey with manifestation and how tools like the 369 journal have helped me create real change in my life. I talk about some of the personal mottos I live by (St…
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This open and frank conversation is about losing a 18 year old son and the process of following God in the midst of this traumatic loss. God's Timeline provides wisdom by the personal experiences of Bishop Ric Lewellen and his wife. A must listen for those who have lost a son or a daughter in life. We honor you Brent and trust that this testimony a…
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Mick owns a fireworks shop in Indiana. We'll follow him during the week leading up to July 4th — his busiest and most profitable time of year. If you want to be on What We Spend, we'd love to hear from you. Write us at [email protected] To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/privacy-p…
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Send us a text Episode 21: Choose Your Circle Wisely In this episode of Why Mindset Matters, I’m diving into something that’s been absolutely crucial in my own healing and growth journey — the power of choosing your circle wisely. The people we surround ourselves with become our mirrors, our anchors, and sometimes our lifelines — especially when li…
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A VERY important conversation with Bishop Rick Lewellen about the bomb of death that goes off in the lives of believers! Why the church at large does not talk much about death except for a funeral. Bishop Rick's wisdom is so very needed. This lesson will help bring understanding to everyone who hears this! The 'Bomb Word' lesson talks about death, …
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Teen Girl Begs TikTok To Find Her Mom’s Killer THEN Gets Arrested For Killing Both Parents
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1:28:57It’s a little strange for a eulogy to go viral especially when it’s not dedicated to a politician or celebrity that’s passed, but this eulogy is for the joint funeral of a couple Kristin and James Brock. Killed in their sleep while their two daughters slept just a few doors away. The killer is still on the loose. Kristin’s eldest daughter gives the…
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Scotty is a federal employee in Washington, D.C. He's made it through multiple rounds of DOGE layoffs, but the uncertainty has forced him to think more seriously about the future—and whether, even if he keeps his job, he can afford the life he wants. If you want to be on What We Spend, we'd love to hear from you. Write us at whatwespendpodcast@gmai…
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China's "Red Uncle/Sister Hong" Exposed W/ 1600+ Victims But Became The Biggest MEME
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1:23:31July 5th, 2025 a predator in Nanjing, China is arrested. He’s been nicknamed, ‘Uncle Red’ and his face gets plastered on the news. Finally. The community can breathe and go about their daily lives, right? No. Netizens instead start a boycott and it works. No future travel into or through Nanjing. Gyms are shutting down. No one wants to visit. Some …
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Send us a text Episode 20: The Body Keeps The Score In this episode of Why Mindset Matters, I talk about something I’ve come to understand deeply through my own experience with grief and trauma — the toll that chronic stress and survival mode can take on our bodies. Recently having my grief exacerbated by the unexpected loss of our family dog, I fo…
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Investigators On Karen Read Case Connected To Death of Pregnant Girl That Had Been Abused By 3 Cops
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2:42:11Almost exactly a year before John O’Keefe is found in the snow outside of Boston detective Brian Albert’s home, Sandra Birchmore is found dead in her apartment in the middle of a blizzard. In her phone are thousands of messages between her and a police detective that indicate he is the father of her unborn child. But of course, it’s never that simp…
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Part Two ... Dr Gayla shares her personal journey of how she handled the huge process of letting go of her 'yesterday home'. This is all about releasing 95% of her belongings and leaving a 17 room house for her new beautiful suite of 3 rooms! This lesson records her personal journalling pages of different days during this major life change. It's in…
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I Try to Be Transparent About My Level of Privilege
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43:51Morgan works as a consultant, but her income is not the only thing making her life possible. She’s opening up about her financial privilege, her relationship to it, and why she thinks more people should do the same. If you want to be on What We Spend, we'd love to hear from you. Write us at [email protected] To learn more about listener …
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Send us a text Epidsode 19: Honouring The Truth of Loss In this episode, I share a deeply personal chapter of my grief journey — navigating the very recent loss of our beloved family dog (who was also Rylee's dog). I open up about something that’s often misunderstood: the instinct to shield others from the pain of loss. While well-intentioned, tryi…
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Karen Read Says She’s “Framed For Murder” -No One Believes Til Shady Cops CAUGHT Editing CCTV Video
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3:03:52Karen Read claims she did not kill her boyfriend. She dropped him off at a friend’s house for a party and he was found the next morning, deceased on the front lawn. The party goers say that he never came inside which has everyone believing Karen Read ran him over with her car. But she says that never happened. Then how do you explain the 40+ pieces…
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Mel is a touring musician based in Pennsylvania. But despite her many successes in the music industry, she still has to work odd jobs to fund her rock star dreams. If you want to be on What We Spend, we'd love to hear from you. Write us at [email protected] To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.au…
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Send us a text Episode 18: I Wrote a Book! In this episode, I open up about how my journey of resilience after losing my daughter, Rylee, not only shaped every part of who I am today but also led me to write a book that I believe would benefit anyone brave enough to read it. For the longest time after losing Rylee, anytime I’d share pieces of my st…
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Teen Boy’s Snapchat & Party Pic Reveal His Secret Connection To Karen Read Murder Case-Did He Do It?
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3:23:03Colin Albert is the son of one of the most powerful families in town. And he was supposed to be anywhere but 34 Fairview, the night John O’Keefe died. For months, not a single witness that spoke with authorities ever stated Colin Albert was at the house that night. Until, John’s girlfriend, Karen Read, gets charged with his death. She knows she did…
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Send us a text Episode 17: The Stories That Keep Us Stuck In this episode of Why Mindset Matters, I get real about the stories we cling to — the ones that feel safe but quietly keep us stuck in self-imposed prisons we more commonly refer to as comfort zones. These narratives might feel like protection, but they’re really holding us back from the gr…
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The secrets to downsizing ones lifestyle and how to turn the 'physical page' of reality are here in Part One of this fascinating lesson of life. Knowing when and how to change out of a home is found in the Art of Letting Go. Dr Gayla shares her personal journey of how she began the huge process of letting go of her 'yesterday home'. This is all abo…
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Man Dead In Front of Powerful Family Home After “Blizzard Party” -Everyone Inside Has Motive To Kill
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2:17:01It’s a blizzard party. A group of friends at a house, getting drunk, before they all drive back home. By 2AM, the snow is coming down hard and the party goers have left for their own homes. Only the residents of 34 Fairview Road remain. At least that’s what they say. Within just a few hours, the frozen body of John O’Keefe is found outside on their…
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Eryka is a professor and a bartender in Pittsburgh, who is used to working a lot of jobs to support herself. But after years of working non-stop, Eryka is slowing down a little, and assessing what she wants her work to look like now. If you want to be on What We Spend, we'd love to hear from you. Write us at [email protected] To learn mo…
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Send us a text Episode 16 : Freedom From Attachment In this episode of Why Mindset Matters, I’m diving into something that’s been both one of my hardest lessons and deepest teachers — attachment. I speak a lot about grief, healing, and mindset here, but underneath all of it is this quiet, often unseen force: the illusion of control. I share how our…
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Why “It’s Okay to Not Be Okay” Isn’t the Whole Truth
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33:49Send us a text Episode 15: Why “It’s Okay to Not Be Okay” Isn’t the Whole Truth In this episode, I dive into the complexities of grief and the widely accepted phrase, “It’s okay to not be okay.” And while I understand the intention behind it, I’m challenging that narrative — because I don’t actually believe we’ve mastered what it truly means. When …
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Molly is a lawyer in Chicago, whose youngest kid is about to leave for college. As she prepares to be an empty nester, she’s thinking about selling her house and looking ahead to a whole new chapter. If you want to be on What We Spend, we'd love to hear from you. Write us at [email protected] To learn more about listener data and our pri…
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Rewired: Letting Go of Limits & Living On Purpose
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36:44Send us a text Episode 14 Rewired : Letting Go of Limits & Living On Purpose In this episode of Why Mindset Matters, I dive deep into the beliefs, patterns, and inner narratives that quietly shape how we show up in life. I talk about the limits we inherit, absorb, or create — and how resilience and mindset can set us free. This is an honest convers…
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Send us a text Episode 13: Redefining Happiness In this episode of Why Mindset Matters, I explore how my definition of happiness has radically shifted since losing my daughter, Rylee. For a long time, I thought happiness was supposed to be loud, obvious, and permanent — but grief cracked that illusion wide open. Now, I see happiness as something so…
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The Moment Diddy Finds Out He’s “Not Guilty” On Major Charges
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30:40Deputy: In the matter of USA v. Combs, how do you find the defendant, Sean Combs, for count one, racketeering conspiracy? Juror 5: Not guilty. There’s a small gasp from Diddy’s two rows of friends and family. Deputy: As for sex trafficking of Casandra Ventura, how do you find the defendant? Juror 5: Not guilty. Someone from the same section of the …
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Michelle is a copy writer in Australia, and she’s part of the FIRE movement—Financial Independence, Retire Early. After watching how her parents worked, she set out to take a different path—and retire by 35. If you want to be on What We Spend, we'd love to hear from you. Write us at [email protected] To learn more about listener data and…
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Send us a text Episode 12: Overcoming Imposter Syndrome In this episode, I’m speaking straight to the part of you that’s doubting your worth. The part that causes you to procrastinate or self-sabotage and in doing so get in the way of your own success. I’ve been there — wondering if I’m enough, questioning whether I belong in the room, especially a…
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Send us a text Episode 11: Why Comparison Is the Thief of Joy In this episode of Why Mindset Matters, we’re digging into something that silently creeps in and chips away at our peace and our capacity for joy: comparison. It’s the quiet voice that says you should be further along, you shouldn’t still be feeling this way, or someone else has it worse…
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Kanye & Diddy's Dark Connection - Why People Think Bianca Is The Next Cassie & Is Kanye Next Arrest?
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1:33:59Thursday morning felt like we were seeing something we weren't supposed to be seeing… Sean Combs is sitting in his normal spot and the entire defense team fall into formation like soldiers at attention. They make a human force field as they huddle around Sean Combs. Is this a pep talk? What's happening? Through the cracks we can see, Sean Combs, ab…
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Mountains & Miracles! The Interview with Chaplain Lang Cassidy
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39:07Ever hit a 'brick wall' that you could not get around or control? This interview tells the real experiences of Chaplain Lang Cassidy who found that uncrossable mountains turn into miracles in God's hands. From his own loss of his mother at 5 years old, to the tragic loss of his daughter to drugs and suicide, as well as he also suffered the 'widow m…
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Last week we heard from Michael, a single dad of twins in Massachusetts. This week he’s leaving all the hidden fees and mishaps of the cruise and returning home—where it’s much harder to ignore the weight of his current financial situation. If you want to be on What We Spend, we'd love to hear from you. Write us at [email protected] To l…
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Send us a text Episode 10: No One Is Coming In this unapologetic and soul-stirring episode, I’m calling it like it is — NO ONE is coming to save you. Not the partner, the parent, the job, or the fairytale ending. I share the raw truth I've had to face in my own journey through trauma, loss, and rebuilding: We become our own hero the moment we stop …
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Diddy's Team: Jane Threw 1st Punch When She KNEW He Was Violent - Judge Calls Out Victim Blaming
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1:42:11During a sidebar for the case of USA v. Sean Combs - the judge tells the defense attorneys: “Well, that is victim blaming. That is literally that's like if you had a dictionary that had a term victim blaming, like that would be the explanation that you'd be given, so it can't be that. It has to be something else.” He clarifies that they themselves …
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Send us a text Episode 9: Main Character Energy In this episode, I do a dive deep into what it really means to reclaim your Main Character Energy — not the filtered, performative version we see online, but the soul-deep decision to stop living on autopilot and start living with fierce, conscious intention. This kind of energy isn't about ego or att…
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