Best AbFabNerd Podcasts (2025)

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On Guilt and Shame — Eclipse Season 13:29

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8d ago13:29

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This Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in Virgo has been nothing short of transformational. It’s a mirror showing me where I still hold guilt, where shame still whispers, and where I’m finally ready to let it all go. During this eclipse season, I’ve been gifted countless opportunities to re-evaluate the choices I make and the energy I share. I’ve been remind…

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Lessons/Tests From The Universe 8:00

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The Universe loves to test me. Over and over. And honestly? I’m tired. But lately, I’ve been learning to see these “tests” differently not as punishments, but as opportunities. Opportunities to recognize patterns, to pause before reacting, and to choose differently. Because growth doesn’t mean never messing up; it means realizing you don’t have to …

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Addiction Rock Bottoms | Why Peace Matters More Than Pain in Recovery 13:26

25d ago13:26

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Addiction Rock Bottoms People talk about rock bottom like it’s the moment everything changes...that one crushing event that finally forces you to get clean, face yourself, and rebuild. But addiction doesn’t care about your rock bottom. I learned that the hard way. I hit plenty of “bottoms”, shameful nights, waking up in strange places, hurting peop…

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Addiction Recovery | Choosing Peace & Mindful Freedom 11:49

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Addiction recovery isn’t a straight line—it’s a series of awakenings. For me, it began in a courtroom. Court-mandated classes. AA meetings. The boxes I had to check to prove that I was trying. I understand that AA saves lives and helps countless people find community and accountability. But it didn’t work for me. I remember sitting in those meeting…

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Presently Prioritizing Peaceful Passage 9:17

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Addiction Adores Absolute Adherence 8:53

1M ago8:53

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"Addiction Adores Absolute Adherence" Addiction wears many disguises. Some are obvious—drugs, alcohol, gambling. Others slip in quietly: shopping, scrolling, chasing likes, obsessing over perfection. The behaviors look different, but the root is the same: a desperate need to numb pain or distract from it. "Addiction Adores Absolute Adherence". It t…

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Authenticity Confessions from an Addict 7:42

2M ago7:42

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Confessions: Finding My Voice Maybe I should start with a confession. Because if you’ve battled addiction, you probably don’t want to hear another polished speech from a counselor who—at least in your mind—has a picture-perfect life. Someone who couldn’t possibly understand what it feels like to wake up every day with a body that’s begging for esca…

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Forgiving Failure Facilitates Freedom Self-Forgiveness 12:28

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Forgiving Failure Facilitates Freedom Forgiveness sounds noble and wise—until you’re the one holding the hurt. Everyone says forgiveness is for you, not the other person. I know that’s true. And yet, when you’ve been betrayed, abused, or abandoned, forgiving can feel like letting someone off the hook. Like their pain-free life is a reward for what …